Thursday, May 31, 2007


expectations. since the definition for expectations are pretty much super subjective, i decided to check that massive book with 1001 pages a.k.a the Dictionary. according to the Collins Essential English Dictionary, expectation is:-

  • anticipation
  • to regard as likely
  • to require as an obligation
  • something looked forward to, whether feared or hoped for
  • belief that someone should behave in a particular way

in my frivolous opinion, expectations are just those little things created to make your life hell. honestly. we'd be better off without them. all they leave behind are broken hearts, tainted dignities, screwed up hopes and lots and lots of painful,tarnished memories. and since we're all for making the world a better place, we should just get rid of expectations along with all that carbon monoxide and global warming that has made sum glacial thingy at the top of Mount Everest melt.

seriously. expectation was what made that 30 year old dude who just lost his job jump over the ledge. it makes that girl stick her finger down her throat after every sorry excuse for a meal. it causes the mother to sigh and cringe in embarassment and disappointment for every A her child does not get. it drives the 14 year old teenage boy to light a cigarette for the first time. it pushes that 18 year old girl to give that marijuana joint a go.

but as heart breaking as expectations are, they bring with it hope. pure, untainted, shit-free hope. which sucks. because as much as i wanna throw it away and flush it down some toilet bowl or whatever, it helps me wake up in the morning. expecting a better tomorrow. it's so cliched it kills me. honestly, i hate expectations. right down to its very gut. if i were to meet expectation, i mean if it was a person, i'd probably slap it silly. then say sorry and cry. and then ask it to disappear into oblivion. before asking it to come back. yup. don't we all have a love-hate relationship with expectation? it's pretty ironic thou. this whole expecting business. say u expect to get an A1 for ur umm.. Math. and u end up getting a B4. u don't start wallowing in ur self-pity and go " oh well. that's it for me n math." u start feeling that adrenaline-like burst of kiasu-ism that we inherited from our neighbours across the Tebrau Straits and bust ur ass working to get that elusive A1.

but when u do get it, where do you go from there? for every expectation achieved, every goal accomplished, where does it go from there? do we sit around waiting to spill all our achievements and try rubbing our achieved expectation in every single person's face who pass us by? or do we set new expectations and new goals? hoping that this time will turn out like the last, our expectations achieved, our goals accomplished. it's a pretty screwed up gamble if u ask me. coz at the end of the road are 2 very different conclusions which lead to 2 painfully contrasting life endings. i'll b the first to admit thou. i'm dumb enough to take that gamble every single day and every time something happens. coz what is heart break and sorrow when there might b unadultered joy and sheer pride at the end of the line?

soundtrack:- Howie Day - Collide

pretty screwed up from expecting,

Becky

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

hey people. it's that time again. holidays. which in my opinion can be preeety boring. okay fine. not ALL holidays. but seriously, think bout the nov/dec hols. i mean 2mths! what on earth do you do for 2 months? let's say u go on a cruise for like a week. wat's left of the remaining 5 weeks la? go out with friends, watch tv, eat, sleep, go on9, go out with friends, watch tv..... OMGGM la! ha ha. but it beats studying in skool la. so....
ANYHOO. yesterday me n lim went for our BM exam. and no my brains soo do not work during the holidays. it was super hard just to think of one bloody isi la. and she expects us to have 6. backside. anyway, we met up with Jo n KM there. and saw Ken n Amelia. which was quite unexpected. but yea. then we went over to Leo's for lunch. lunch was entertaining. seriously. KM's bro was looking at us like we were some psychomaniacs which we prob are. and did u know KM apparently has sum laughing syndrome thingy? riiiight. and she went to a doc for it. ha ha. poor ol' doc. imagin sumbody coming up to u ang goin: hey doc, i think i got laughing syndrome la. lolz.

then as a last minute thing me n Lim went over to Jo's place. watched American Pie 4. Stiffmeister. omggm man. but it wasn't as umm... "sexual" as the first 3. it was pretty mild actually. and the dude's super sweet in the ending la. and quite hot too. lolz. oO and we talked. a lot. and ate maggi mee. and teased Lim bout a girl who has a crush on him and bout his obssession with getting abs. oh oh oh. out of sheer spontaneity n stupidity, i bought a box of umm.. sthin la. 4 bucks. not cheap for sheer stupidity. and gave one each to Jo n Lim. jo thought it was chocs at first. pretty far from the truth. hey if u guys figure it out, tell me what u think it is k? ;)

i have pics. from the senior pages thingy. and that moment when i climbed the tree!! whopee.. :D (all pics courtesy of Pee)

us around the Leo pond.

nit n satish. ala tamil movie bullying. ;)

this is just plain cool la. nit n pee.

prashanth all "emo". he cut his hair. looks better if u ask me :D

and the tree pic:

sathis,nick,JJ,pee,daniel,me n ke hui. :D

and the whole of 5c (almost) with us still on the tree!

and dear ppl, that's why i love 5c. we're a bunch of camwhores. seriously. you should watch us take pics la. it's quite shameful la. but absolutely adorable too. :D anyhoo i gtg. physics beckons. was just telling jo how being a f5 is totally cool yet saddening. love you woman! muaxx. :D byee..

p.s: syg. i miss you! come back quick k? then we go eat ice cream. :D love you. <3

Soundtrack: Natalie Cole - this will be

Love,

Becky

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Friday, May 25, 2007

i'm pretty addicted to Michael Buble right now. fine. i'm sooo addicted to Michael Buble right now, i need rehab. and yes i have noticed how utterly lame i have been lately. ;) i have absolutely no idea why i'm posting this completely pointless entry. but umm... i just feel the need to blab. nt like that's nt normal or anythin. :D and Mr Selva just learned my name today. after a super looong time of calling me the "prefect who's a little gila wan". yes yes. kembang. lolz. and the funny part is he kept practising my name after that.
for example;
i'd go : encik selva, gt summore buku ponteng a nt?
he'd go: rebecca you call me ah? yes rebecca. must practise ur name la. wat u want from me rebecca?
and it went on and on like that for a good 3 minutes. ha ha. that Mr Selva's pretty cool la. ;)
AH!!!! i went to watch POTC3 today with syg, Jeff, Daryl n Zhong Xian. btw did u know ZX's english name is Alfred?? wahahha. sorry. umm. yea. anyhoo, it's super duper funny. and ORLANDO BLOOM's OH-SO-HOT!!!! u should watch him. especially near the ending. OMGGM!!! hot gile. ha ha. dun worry syg. u hotter. ;) felt super guilty coz u see daryl's dad has a shop right in front of GSC and umm. he went and bought the tics for us la. and there were 5 of us. so u know how the chairs at the side only have 4 seats? yup u get the picture. ZX had to sit on the other side alone the whole time. and i kept turning to look at him coz i was super tickled by how focused he was on the movie and how kesian he was sitting there. SORRY ZX!!! bt nt my fault rite?! heh heh. sorry yea.. :D


i miss you woman

i'm talking to Gillie right now. and we've gone from updating each other to plans when she comes back on the 26th of June (yesss!!!) to Kate Moss's latest line at Topshop which i heard is superb. ;) soo anyhoo i gtg. listen to more Michael Buble, watch Heroes and later watch the repeat of American Idol. i still totally adore Blake Lewis :D




oh wait. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!! yess. that fantastic woman has turned a year older today. she absolutely rocks my socks la. no doubt about it. love her to bits and pieces even if we drive each other up the freaking wall. ;) love ya woman. lolz. k la. gtg peeps. byeeee....

Soundtrack: Michael Buble feat Nelly Furtado - Quando, quando, quando

love,

Becky



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Wednesday, May 23, 2007


i've been very prone to mood swings lately. like super prone. for example. this morning i was all normal and stuff. then right through recess i was pretty happy. and while taking pics for our senior page, i felt all emo and moody.

something totally random. I CLIMBED A TREE TODAY!! yes. those plant thingies u see by the road side. only mine was in skool. and we took a senior page pic with me, Daniel, Ke Hui, Pee, Nick, Sathis n Nit all on the tree with the rest on the floor. super cool. MAJOR SPOILER: Daniel's n my face were blocked by sum branch. GREAT. lolz. but it was a super cool experience. i'll get d pics up soon enough. :D

and i've been on a natural high lately. like super. without sugar. nothing. which is good. very good. ha ha. and guess what? this year i get to appear in 8 pics in Minda. which is our skool's anthaenaeum. YESSS!!! ha ha. excuse the syiok sendiri-ness. besides, if u've been reading this blog u should b quite used to it by now. ;) anyhoo... i gtg. Heroes beckons. AGAIN! ha ha. i love that show la. anyhoo.. BYE!! oh wait. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIM!

Soundtrack: The All American Rejects - Top of the world.

p.s: boyfriend no2 has become boyfriend.without the no2. if u didn't already noe. ;) and to everybody who has been going "becky, i know your secret", it's not such a secret anymore. :D.


happily currently taken by a syg who rocks her world, ;)
Becky



Saturday, May 19, 2007

10 things you didn't know about Becky:

soundtrack: Mr Big - Be with you

love,

Becky

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

thought i'd do one of those adorable waste your time thingies again. i've been blogging 3 days straight.. gosh. i'm on a blogging roll peeps. anyhoo. here goes. i'm s'pposed to name 10 ppl. soo...

1. Dao Wei
2. Gillian
3. Jocelyn
4. Kar Mern
5. boyfriend no2
6. Ikhwan
7. Su Ling
8. Gerard
9. James
10. Xinghan

How'd u meet 3?
oh oh oh. i remember. it started in Inter-Found ballet. yup. then we became schoolmates. and now we're literally inseperable. :D
What would you do if you had never metnumber 1?
the horror of the thought man. i'd have to live without my best friend who drives me back from school, let's me bully him, listens to me whine, buys me ice cream, takes me out on V DAy coz i have no date, hangs out in starbucks with me and to camwhore with. NOOOOO.

What would you do if 6 & 2 were goingout?
oOo... going out as in on a date?! i'll prob laugh like sum hyena then ask G for all the details. and whether Ikhwan sang to her. coz he's random like that.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
yes yes yes. when she lost in ping pong. ha ha. which is really funny now when u think back but was sooo not at that time.

Where did you meet number 10?
in school la. DUH. p.s: no 10 dun b emo k? :D

How do you know 8?
he was my classmate in f3. and nw he's my tuition mate. and he knows a secret. and i wrote his gf's name on his eraser. wahaha.

What do you think about 7?
OMGGM!!! she's super adorable. but she's taken. by sum1 on that very list. ;)

What would you do if 5 confessed they loved you?
boyfriend no2 siut. wahaha. hmm. i'd make him buy me ice-cream everyday for the rest of my school life. besides. i call him boyfriend no2 so he BETTER love me. kan syg?! ;)

A fact/or something about 9?
he's a freakin retard who plays awesome drums and can sing nt bad la. :D

Who is 2 going out with?
confirm sum hot aussie dude. see G. i'm psychic! :)

What's 4 do for a living?
oh goodness. she runs, studies like hell, is a prefect and tells scientific jokes that no1 understand! :D

Would you ever live with number 8?
DON'T WANT! after sum1 jealous. heh heh.

Where does 3 live?
in USJ 5 sial. and i'm sooooo going over there soon man. SLUMBER PARTY!!

What do you like about number 1?
everything la. except that he's freaking annoying most of the times. heh.

Is 2 your best friend?
ABSOLUTELY. coz u know u rock mine hun.

Do you miss number 3?
ummm. saw her during recess today. and had a massive time. as usual. but yea. i miss her. :D

What is your opinion of number 6?
he's a super random dude who likes Japanese guy bands who look like girls, sings totally off-key, willing to b my camho partner, and to top it all off, i think he's super duper sweet. :D

Is 10 a power ranger?
if he was, he'd b a green one who has super strength coz he carries a piano around and uses it as a weapon. but he only ever plays how to save a life! ;)

me, no3 n no5. :)

no 6.

no1 sial. dun say i dun care man!


I MISS YOU NO2!!!:D eventhou ur shirt says no3! :)

super lazy to upload the rest. and besides. it's funner to keep who they are a secret. ESPECIALLY boyfriend no2. considering almost hardly any1 knows hu he is. sooo... scroll down for the i.u pics k? byeee....

Soundtrack: Robin Thicke - Lost without you

XOXO,

BecKy





hey guys. as most of u'd prob notice. i've been really semangated in blogging this past few days. whee. lolz. anyhoo. today was Teacher's Day. which was boring and fun all at the same time. it was super fun coz i had Jo n Su Ling to hang out/gossip/eat chocolate/camwhore/plan for Summer Splash with. ha ha. seriously. and we were shouting during the performances. and every1 kept staring at us. only coz we were super kecoh. apologies to the f2 girls in front of us! lolz.

the performances were pretty ok la. umm. OH OH. NAIM ROCKS SOCKS LA!!! so do the 3 small break dancers who were super cute. James could've sung louder. lolz. Pn Leela n En Rahim rock man. there were this bunch of girls who were performing to an uptempo indian song when Pn Leela suddenly got up and started dancing all the way to the front and took EN Rahim out. and guess what? both of them started dancing together. which was SUPER CUTE. kinda pity those girls on stage thou. coz every1 was watching n cheering for Pn Leela instead of them. bt seriously she damn cool la. :D aku sayang Pn Leela man. lolz. and guess what! she perves on boys too. seriously. wait. so does Pn Xavier. crap man. they all damn horny. especially En Rahim n the word mengghairahkan. umm. all of u hu know the story, u know what i mean la. ;) all the games were cancelled thou. which was the main reason Jo n I went to skool. to tarik tali. when i told bf no2 he went and i quote: u tarik tali or the tali tarik u?! sure. thanks. for being soooo supportive. sucker. dumb bf no2! :P

okay. so the pics from Leo i.u are in. and it's weird coz i only have like a total of 5 when it felt like i took a gazillion pics. oh yea. they're in sum random person's camera. GREAT. crap la. anyhoo. guess i'll have to make do. sooo.. here goes.


Kar Mern, Me, Jian, Jo n Nicole. take 1.


KM, me, Jian n Jo. take 2. yes chris, we were hogging ur boy. lolz.

Shau Yin, Zhi Li, Jo, KM n I.

KM, me, Tiff n Jo.


us n our attempt at camwhoring in the toilet. which obviously sooo didn;t work. ;)

the whole gang.


goodness. this pic actually has a story behind it. umm. me n ZL were competing to see how many boys/girls we could get on our side. so at first he had KM n Jo and i had Marvin n Sheng. then we started calling in more ppl. and b4 we knew it we had a whole group and a pic. and that's why i look kinda funny. eventhou that poser ZL actually looks better than me. buntut punye budak. lolz. maaf zahir batin ye.. ;)

anyhoo. thanks to ZL (who was my "date" for the nite), KM n Jo for being such fun. seriously. guys da BOMB la. especially Jo. who looked effin hot that nite. and so did KM with her faux fur jacket from Hong Kong. lolz. OMGGM. which reminds me.


JO HAS A BLOODY BLOG PEOPLE!!!
check her profile pic out which looks effin hot man. seriously. and that woman keeps telling me she dunno how to take camho pics. sucker. :P

oO oOO Oo. seventeen called. and they ask me to model for SUmmer Splash. with this year;s SUmmer Hunks!! YESS YESS YESS!! it's a super long story. at first rite, this morn when my mum told me 17 called last nite to say they giving me V.I.P ticks i was super duper excited. so i told Jo n Su Ling and got the both of them excited too. but it turns out they wanted me to model n stuff. but it's totally fine. we;re still super excited. we've got plans la. BIG PLANS!! waha ha ha. manyak manyak bagus oh... lolz. okay then. i gtg. till nxt time. BYEEEE.

p.s: thought i;d leave u with an SS pic of myself on Interact's i.u day. oh yea. DON'T FORGET TO VISIT JO'S BLOG.
Soundtrack: Michael Buble - Everything
XOXO,
Becky



Tuesday, May 15, 2007


I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THIS PICTURE!!!
told u we camwhored. wait up. there's more on the way. ;) if u can handle it la. :D
Soundtrack: John Mayer - Slow dancing in a burning room
love,
Becky

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Monday, May 14, 2007

LEO I.U ROCKED SOOOO HARD IT ACTUALLY HURT!!

because:

and yess... i'm pretty sure u wanna see the akibat of the last reason. i mean. U'D BETTER WANT TO! heh. okay. i gtg. last minute SS-ing, i got 46/50 for Bio I!! yess... :D bye.

soundtrack : Coldplay - Yellow

XOXO,

BecKy




Wednesday, May 09, 2007

OMGGM!!! pure bliss. seriously. i haven't been able to sign on since forever. literally. check the date of my last post. capiche? heh.

Exam's are FINALLY OVER!!! almost la. OMGGM man! seriously. my brain's fried. as in seriously. i've been waking up at 5 every morning just to squeeze in that xtra bit of info hoping to change that god-knows-what-grade-i-might-get into an A. but i don't think it'll work. GOODNESS! if it does right, then i can like forget bout choosing between law and medicine and like go become some multi-millionaire by speaking all over the world about how if u wake up at 5 o'clock with only 5.5 hours of sleep you can instantly, miraculously and amazingly change that D into an A!!!! yes yes yes. i see it now. my face on the cover of Time magazine and the Star newspaper. i'll "mengharumkan nama negara". i'll build some sports centre or a place for under-privelleged children and call it "Wisma R.Chew". i'll b the next prodigy. wait. am i even young enough to b considered a prodigy still ah? crap. poof. there goes that whole dream. sucker.

ANYWAY..... do bear in mind this post is soooo wayyy behind time and thus any info i'm still super excited to blog about will appear incredibly outdated. okayy. back to what i was saying. I WATCHED SPIDERMAN 3 D!!! and so did 9834672 of you but who cares! i was at the premiere! yess. the PREMIERE!! my aunt gave us as in my mum and i tickets to catch the screening by AXN. and it's super cool coz u see all this other ppl buying tickets for the nxt day's screening and you're holding a ticket to watch it in 5 mins. i know it's sadistic but i can't help it. call me jakun la. but i dun go to premiere's very often la. heh. and OMGGM JAmes Franco is friggin HOTT!!! seriously. it was super sad at the end. i like teared. but only coz it was super touching and he doesn't deserve to...... don wanna spoil it for the rest of you who are not part of the 9834672 who have already watched. :D. i;m such a kind soul la. heh.

ANYHOO..... we had prefect's dinner like 2 weeks ago. i digress. told u i'm wayy outdated. anyway, PREFECT'S DINNER WAS A BLAST! seriously. i never had so much fun being a prefect in my life. well it was in our skool hall which was nt bad considering it's air-conditioned. yes yes. sila jealous. and it was between seafield, SJ, SU, USJ 4, USJ 8 and umm..i dun really remember but yea... we had our very own SEAFIELD PREFECT BAND who were absolutely AWESOME. wait. i think i posted about prefect's dinner d. great! now i'm outdated, repetitive and forgetful. yay me! nut.

soo... i gtg. catch the latest eppie of HEroes. that i've been dying to watch. and OMGGM! Gillian's coming back!! WOO HOO!! YESSSS!!!! ha ha. in JULY. near trials. GREAT! crap. bloody hell. alaa... WHATEVER LA!!! G's coming back. dammit i miss that woman. anyways. BYE.. :)



thought i'd leave you with a haunting video of James singing.
fine la. it's not that bad. :D

SOundtrack: Maroon 5 - Makes me wonder

p.s;
I WANNA MARRY BON JOVI!!!
BecKy

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