moments that make me go ahh
Saturday, September 30, 2006
one week holiday. just wat i needed. like seriously. first week of exams are over n done with. bringing with it BM, Math2, Bio2 and most importantly History2! can sumbody say a huge HALLELUJAH!! i've been thinking bout blogging d whole freaking week. and i came up with dis idea to write down ur top 3's. well pee has already done it. her;s was on d top 3 ppl dat irritate her. well i thought of doing like loads but that'll juz make dis post utterly meaningless. almost all my posts are but i thought i'd juz reveal myself layer by layer for all to devour. lolz. guess humans are like onions too. lolz. so here goes.
My top moments that i may or may not have experienced
1. sitting in a hotel lounge in d middle of NYC with a glass of wine alone with jazz music playing in the background.
2. walking along the beach when it's sunset with d breeze blowing through your hair in a white cotton dress, with a flower in your hair
3. waiting anxiously for that sms/answer/IM from dat person u've juz confessed ur feelings to. and getting a postive answer. sweet bliss!
4. watching a feel-good chick flick that makes u go all tingly. then rewatching the whole thing all over again just to experience dat same feeling.
5. sitting on the verandah when it's a windy day just watching the world go by with that special someone.
6. reading a book on a comfy couch in a small cafe with a cup of coffee on a rainy winter day
7. dancing under the moonlight
8. going utterly crazy wif ur best girlfriends and oggling at every hot guy dat passes by.
9. making up after a fight.
10. achieving something everyone else didn;t think u could achieve.
i noe i only said 3. i cheated. sorry! lolz. i'd give almost anything to experience everyone of these moments. again and again. lolz. oops. gotta take a raincheck. mum literally breathing don my neck. if only i knew how to type in gibberish. and u could understand it. no more worrying bout parents stumbling on blogs.lolz. till then. adios amigos!!
track of the moments that make me go ahh entry:
Jason Mraz - Wordplay
on cloud 9 after reminiscing on those "moments"
BecKy
innocently random
Friday, September 29, 2006
| You Are a Normal Girl |
 You are 60% Good and 40% Bad Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past. But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl. |
wahaha.. told u i was good..
| You Are a Friendly Flirt! |
 You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly. You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls. And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick! |
ehem ehem.. as u were saying.. XD
| You are Dark Chocolate |
 You live your life with intensity, always going full force. You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle. An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world! |
saww.. i inspire.. n i LOVE chocolate
| Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl |
 You rule through teasing and intimidation.. Yet, people would give the world to be your friend |
what jokers these ppl are!! i'm d nicest person around.*wink*
don't worry d nxt one is d last one. i juz had to take it. u'll see why!!
| You Are a Strawberry Blonde |
 Men see you as flirtatious, but they also see you as a challenge Because you're totally fearless and carefree You've got the lightheartedness of a blonde, with the attitude of a redhead |
haha... ummm... i'd say 2nd n last part's pretty true.. but d first part??? hmm..
u tell me!
Track of the innocently random entry:
The Fray - How to save a life
juz being a normal girl, friendly flirt, dark chocolate, a mean girl and a strawberry blonde
BecKy
architects of faith in land of time
Friday, September 22, 2006
teenage years are nt easy. 2 years of it n i still feel like a stranger. every waking minute is a new experience. every minute feeling does nt go unnoticed. d world crumbles at every rejection. be it from peers, the opposite sex or sum1 ure juz dying to impress. but push the rejection, trials and tribulations aside, He gives u sumthin else. sumthin so much better that makes up for all of d above. for every tear and every sigh. for every laugh and every smile. He gives u wat He calls ur chosen family. OXford defines it as sum1 one likes and choses to be around. the germans call them freunden. the spanish, Amigos. Me? i prefer whackjobs.
yes ppl. friends, aquaintances, classmates, allies, partners-in-crime, personal confidante. so many words, so little space. yet wif so many words describing dis particular group of ppl, they don't relli do any of 'em any justice do they? well in my case they dun. given d circumstances in my life rite now, this topic is conveniently irrelevant. for God knows wat reason. but things haf a funny way of working out themselves. so i'm ok. lolz.
for every moment u fall down, physically,mentally or spiritually, they're kinda there for u. mayb nt in d flesh. but there's no doubt ure playing in their minds. even in ure long lost friends. every once in a while there'll be a flashback like one of those Steven Spielberg movies. but more often than nt u play like a broken record, over n over again in ur closest amigos mind. it could b dat moment u guys cried in skool, or the time u went on sum holiday, or d big fight over nthin u guys had. and especially the time u confessed every single detail in ur lil' self to them.
notice it's them. not her or him or u or even me. plural. not singular. kinda makes u wonder y don;t it? well it's coz no matter how much of a loner u are, a quiet person, d conniving bitch or d uptight person sneering at everything in sight. u'll have a friendS! so wat if they ain't in ur skool? as friends are family, ure family are ur friends too. oh and a falling out wif a friend dun mean d end of d world. feeling dissed? they prob feel d same. if only we'd swallow our ridiculously massively sized egos. hell won't d world b a better place? there wpuld b no arguments, no wars. but it;s only human nature. thus no one is to blame. it takes two to tango. if u noe wat i mean.
there mite b a subtle meaning to all this. but there's most prob not. lolz. if u feel d need to backlash or even criticize. feel free to do so. i'm here for a reason. so is dis blog. mayb one day i'll write wat i relli feel. no holds barred. everything unravelled. every minor detail in my flesh n bones exposed. one day. but for now. i'll live in my shell of bitchiness. lolz. content with where i am. for now. but hu noes. one day mite b tomorrow. we'll see. but until dat day. or realistically the next post. adios AMIGOS!
yes ppl. friends, aquaintances, classmates, allies, partners-in-crime, personal confidante. so many words, so little space. yet wif so many words describing dis particular group of ppl, they don't relli do any of 'em any justice do they? well in my case they dun. given d circumstances in my life rite now, this topic is conveniently irrelevant. for God knows wat reason. but things haf a funny way of working out themselves. so i'm ok. lolz.
for every moment u fall down, physically,mentally or spiritually, they're kinda there for u. mayb nt in d flesh. but there's no doubt ure playing in their minds. even in ure long lost friends. every once in a while there'll be a flashback like one of those Steven Spielberg movies. but more often than nt u play like a broken record, over n over again in ur closest amigos mind. it could b dat moment u guys cried in skool, or the time u went on sum holiday, or d big fight over nthin u guys had. and especially the time u confessed every single detail in ur lil' self to them.
notice it's them. not her or him or u or even me. plural. not singular. kinda makes u wonder y don;t it? well it's coz no matter how much of a loner u are, a quiet person, d conniving bitch or d uptight person sneering at everything in sight. u'll have a friendS! so wat if they ain't in ur skool? as friends are family, ure family are ur friends too. oh and a falling out wif a friend dun mean d end of d world. feeling dissed? they prob feel d same. if only we'd swallow our ridiculously massively sized egos. hell won't d world b a better place? there wpuld b no arguments, no wars. but it;s only human nature. thus no one is to blame. it takes two to tango. if u noe wat i mean.
there mite b a subtle meaning to all this. but there's most prob not. lolz. if u feel d need to backlash or even criticize. feel free to do so. i'm here for a reason. so is dis blog. mayb one day i'll write wat i relli feel. no holds barred. everything unravelled. every minor detail in my flesh n bones exposed. one day. but for now. i'll live in my shell of bitchiness. lolz. content with where i am. for now. but hu noes. one day mite b tomorrow. we'll see. but until dat day. or realistically the next post. adios AMIGOS!
all are architects of faith living in a land of time.
Track of the friend-ly entry:
Macy Gray - I try
with love and thanx to my amigos/whackjobs for putting up with me,
BecKy
Esocentric.net
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
hey folks. excuse d amount of time it took for me to even write dis post. exams are just around d corner. and when i say corner i dun mean d Malaysian twisted interpretation of d word corner. namely they're around d CORNER when actually they're in d middle of d Kesas highway. ahh the esotericity of us Malaysians. makes us all d more adorable. no?
speaking of exams, we were to register for our SPM exam. as in how many subjects n stuff. so here i was contemplating the idea of takin 18 subjects n becoming the nation's next "PElajar Cemerlang", while releasing dvds and vcds on my "secret". oh n nt forgetting the pen sponsorships n going around acting like dat particular pencil played a part in me gettin those A's. a girl can dream.but as luck would've had it, i'm not born with one side of my brain blown up into 3 parts like dat dude hu can remember everything, Kim sumthin.*thou i'd like to think so* so i settled for 12. still loads if u think bout it. my other frens are only taking 9. oh well, I can do all things thru Christ hu gives me strength. Phillipians 4:13
speaking of less troubling matters, ever had close friends hu u neva thought in a million years u'd b frens wif? i;ve had LOADS. for example PEe. she;s ur average wacko with a brain and a mouth that could out-talk you faster than u could say "What?". lolz. but turns out spending almost a year in class wif her has brought us really close. i still dunno everything bout her but i'm gettin there. u juz wait PEe. lolz. she's bitchy n mean. oh n nt forgettin Sarcastic 99!! lolz. but that's wat i lurve bout her. anutha 1 is NIthi. serious shit wei. dat bloody Hutan Hujan Tropika can literally drive me up d wall. he comes up with d lamest jokes. n goes around speakin in tamil juz coz me n Pee can;t understand. ahh the power of Mandarin when dat happens. lolz. he's d weirdest person u'll ever meet wif sum serious "SKILLS" and a brain d size of a football field to boot. wat'd u expect? representing Selangor in d National Science Quiz n all. oh n he calls himself stupid. i guess dat makes me sum retard. lolz. as u'd prob guess, i lurve him too. and juz so u noe. us three form d Bitchy/SKills/egomaniac/esocentric/weird Family. yup yup. lolz. try creating your own "family". they'll b like ur lil support system. it's funner if they're classmates coz then u kinda spend every waking hour wif them. KINDA. suffocation not allowed!!
well that's it from me. FOR NOW>. i've gtg tend to my Chem, Physic, Ekons and Bio bks which are juz screaming in agony. well hu wouldn';t if they haven;t seen sunlight in ages? lolz. explains d red marks in my report bk. so niwayz. luv y'all. keep checking in. u neva noe when sum juicy gossip mite pop up!=P. adios amigos.
Track of the Esocentric entry:
Irwansyah & Acha - My heart
with a normally sized brain,
BecKy
speaking of exams, we were to register for our SPM exam. as in how many subjects n stuff. so here i was contemplating the idea of takin 18 subjects n becoming the nation's next "PElajar Cemerlang", while releasing dvds and vcds on my "secret". oh n nt forgetting the pen sponsorships n going around acting like dat particular pencil played a part in me gettin those A's. a girl can dream.but as luck would've had it, i'm not born with one side of my brain blown up into 3 parts like dat dude hu can remember everything, Kim sumthin.*thou i'd like to think so* so i settled for 12. still loads if u think bout it. my other frens are only taking 9. oh well, I can do all things thru Christ hu gives me strength. Phillipians 4:13
speaking of less troubling matters, ever had close friends hu u neva thought in a million years u'd b frens wif? i;ve had LOADS. for example PEe. she;s ur average wacko with a brain and a mouth that could out-talk you faster than u could say "What?". lolz. but turns out spending almost a year in class wif her has brought us really close. i still dunno everything bout her but i'm gettin there. u juz wait PEe. lolz. she's bitchy n mean. oh n nt forgettin Sarcastic 99!! lolz. but that's wat i lurve bout her. anutha 1 is NIthi. serious shit wei. dat bloody Hutan Hujan Tropika can literally drive me up d wall. he comes up with d lamest jokes. n goes around speakin in tamil juz coz me n Pee can;t understand. ahh the power of Mandarin when dat happens. lolz. he's d weirdest person u'll ever meet wif sum serious "SKILLS" and a brain d size of a football field to boot. wat'd u expect? representing Selangor in d National Science Quiz n all. oh n he calls himself stupid. i guess dat makes me sum retard. lolz. as u'd prob guess, i lurve him too. and juz so u noe. us three form d Bitchy/SKills/egomaniac/esocentric/weird Family. yup yup. lolz. try creating your own "family". they'll b like ur lil support system. it's funner if they're classmates coz then u kinda spend every waking hour wif them. KINDA. suffocation not allowed!!
well that's it from me. FOR NOW>. i've gtg tend to my Chem, Physic, Ekons and Bio bks which are juz screaming in agony. well hu wouldn';t if they haven;t seen sunlight in ages? lolz. explains d red marks in my report bk. so niwayz. luv y'all. keep checking in. u neva noe when sum juicy gossip mite pop up!=P. adios amigos.
Track of the Esocentric entry:
Irwansyah & Acha - My heart
with a normally sized brain,
BecKy
MAssively SHort
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
listening to Jason Mraz does not take my mind off my exams which are a fortnight away. yes ppl! your truly is on9 and nt busting her ass like all her oher frens. get over it already!!! lolz. btw how'd u like the last post? Mr. D said it was cool. woo hoo!!! btw to dat dude macha: HOW ON EARTH DOES MY ENGLISH SOUND LIKE A FREAKING LALA? excuse the outburst! lolz. juz frustrated.
frustration seems to b gettin the better of me these days. oOo and laziness too. i keep tellin myself to get off my ass and actually start studying. no prizes for knowing that nthin much has happened since that idea fleeted into my mind. haihz. i'm juz SOOO tired. show me someone hu's not! wat wif everything happening in skool and outside skool and at home.
on a happier note *actually not so happy*, 4C was held back after assembly this morning. teacher L hu's pregnant and completely prone to mood swings reported the class to our discipline teacher. needless to say it's not d first time. after giving us the "u'd-better-change-or-else" talk, she gave me n Prashie a black dot on our record. black dot wat???beats me. lolz. but overall I LOVE YOU 4c WHACKJOBS!!! u guys are seriously the best classmates in the world. all the funny times. even when we're screaming at each otherin chinese. lolz.
anyhoo. lil' miss becky has nthin else to say other than.. oh yeah! i got a new phone!! give me ur number nxt time u see me k?? hehehe.. alrighty then. a massively short post. so adios and luv ya.
Track of the massively short entry:
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
am about to sleep,
BEcKy
frustration seems to b gettin the better of me these days. oOo and laziness too. i keep tellin myself to get off my ass and actually start studying. no prizes for knowing that nthin much has happened since that idea fleeted into my mind. haihz. i'm juz SOOO tired. show me someone hu's not! wat wif everything happening in skool and outside skool and at home.
on a happier note *actually not so happy*, 4C was held back after assembly this morning. teacher L hu's pregnant and completely prone to mood swings reported the class to our discipline teacher. needless to say it's not d first time. after giving us the "u'd-better-change-or-else" talk, she gave me n Prashie a black dot on our record. black dot wat???beats me. lolz. but overall I LOVE YOU 4c WHACKJOBS!!! u guys are seriously the best classmates in the world. all the funny times. even when we're screaming at each otherin chinese. lolz.
anyhoo. lil' miss becky has nthin else to say other than.. oh yeah! i got a new phone!! give me ur number nxt time u see me k?? hehehe.. alrighty then. a massively short post. so adios and luv ya.
Track of the massively short entry:
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
am about to sleep,
BEcKy
the branches i hold on to
Thursday, September 07, 2006
the seed was planted not too long ago. the seed then blossomed into a tiny shrub. that tiny shrub grew into a great tree. it's leaves breathing with life, a healthy colour of green and yellow. it's branches were long and sturdy, it's flowers ready to bear fruit. unfortunately before it bore any fruit, the water that once watered it ever so faithfully decided to stop. the tree that i loved had started to wither. i wake up one morning to find the branches and it's once beautiful leaves lying on the floor. i rush to the rescue of my beloved. i pick up every single branch and leaf. no green on the floor. with all my mind and heart, i put the branches and leaves back on the tree one by one. i tell myself that everything's gonna be alright. the tree just needed some water. yet the continuous supply of water had somehow refused to be found. well maybe tomorrow i'll find it. the next morning it seemed that the branches and leaves that i had put up fell again. but this time more were falling. it was literally autumn in spring time. i run helter skelter to save my beloved yet again but the wind blows all of it away. i manage to save only a minute amount for my beloved. again, i put them back up. the next day the same thing happens. yet as i sit and watch the wind blow my beloved away, i feel relieve. i have reached ignorance. something inside me screams to not let go. but willingly i see myself let my beloved go. as if it was routine, i briskly walk to my beloved. the tree was no longer there. the wind took it away with it. but the seed was still there. waiting to be watered. i soon realize that all around me were seeds. each one crying out to be watered. in the distance, i see a new seed. whether it will become a tree only time will tell. but for now, this seed is all that matters. the new seed is crying out. maybe i should tend to it. maybe i shouldn;t less the wind takes it away again. but i know i have to give the wind the benefit of the doubt. mayb in the not so distant future, this seed will be watered again. but for now, i think i'll tend to the new seed. but never taking my eyes off this old one.
yang terbaik untukmu
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
hey u guys. nuthin better to do thus me sittin here to write dis post. i kid. exas are in 20days time n lil' miss know-it-all has not studied a thing let alone expect to pass all my subjects. oh well. lolz. biasala. hehehehe.
noticed d B.M???hahahaha. well after comin back from SIngapore i was kinda weirded out speaking english which is relli hillarious coz if u had heard me speaking B.M b4 dat u'd noe i can;t even ask d teacher whether can go toilet a nt! i'd b like" cikgu ar. blh pergi tandas a nt?" cue for teacher to give me sum weird stare like she didn;t understand a word of wat i was saying. make dat a syllable of wat i was saying. but thanks to my new n improved B.M me n b.m teacher r massive friends. woo hoo!!! hahahahhaa.
oOO.. n guess wat?? i've mempengaruhi Nit n Pee as well. wahahhaha. seriously. Pee hu's pretty much d most anti-B.M person i noe was talkin in B.M. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU BABE!haha. niwayz. i'm currently wearing Green to skool and garnering weird stares from ppl. oh and OH MY GOODNESS looks from pretty much everyone i noe. and OMNKP sum can;t even recognize me which says sumthin. gud or bad i dunno. u decide.
Steve "crikey" Irwin died yesterday. and if u didn;t noe dat u deserve to b thrown along sum weird highway d government might build nxt to reduce traffic jams but actually increasing them. i dunno where i;m goin wif dis but anyhoo loads of ppl on MSN haf dis turtles on their nickname to kinda like tell d world u're up-to-date with d "World";s happenings and dat they actually care dat he died. bet sum of them have never watched a single episode. hehehehe. sorry.lolz.
shudn;t b doubtung ut sincerity. SORRY. niwayz guess i'm done here. shud go study. say only. hehehehe. dun even noe d tujuan of d mere existence of dis post. luv u guys! ciaoz.muaxx. oh ya. all u UPSR kids GOOD LUCK!!! d PMR ones STOP STUDYING LA U NUTS!!! heheheh. k la.. so niwayz here's me signing out. lolz. ADIOS
Track of d entry
1st Lady - Never be replaced
with much doubt and rem-ness,
BecKy
noticed d B.M???hahahaha. well after comin back from SIngapore i was kinda weirded out speaking english which is relli hillarious coz if u had heard me speaking B.M b4 dat u'd noe i can;t even ask d teacher whether can go toilet a nt! i'd b like" cikgu ar. blh pergi tandas a nt?" cue for teacher to give me sum weird stare like she didn;t understand a word of wat i was saying. make dat a syllable of wat i was saying. but thanks to my new n improved B.M me n b.m teacher r massive friends. woo hoo!!! hahahahhaa.
oOO.. n guess wat?? i've mempengaruhi Nit n Pee as well. wahahhaha. seriously. Pee hu's pretty much d most anti-B.M person i noe was talkin in B.M. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU BABE!haha. niwayz. i'm currently wearing Green to skool and garnering weird stares from ppl. oh and OH MY GOODNESS looks from pretty much everyone i noe. and OMNKP sum can;t even recognize me which says sumthin. gud or bad i dunno. u decide.
Steve "crikey" Irwin died yesterday. and if u didn;t noe dat u deserve to b thrown along sum weird highway d government might build nxt to reduce traffic jams but actually increasing them. i dunno where i;m goin wif dis but anyhoo loads of ppl on MSN haf dis turtles on their nickname to kinda like tell d world u're up-to-date with d "World";s happenings and dat they actually care dat he died. bet sum of them have never watched a single episode. hehehehe. sorry.lolz.
shudn;t b doubtung ut sincerity. SORRY. niwayz guess i'm done here. shud go study. say only. hehehehe. dun even noe d tujuan of d mere existence of dis post. luv u guys! ciaoz.muaxx. oh ya. all u UPSR kids GOOD LUCK!!! d PMR ones STOP STUDYING LA U NUTS!!! heheheh. k la.. so niwayz here's me signing out. lolz. ADIOS
Track of d entry
1st Lady - Never be replaced
with much doubt and rem-ness,
BecKy
Sunday, September 03, 2006
whew!! back on Malaysian soil and in my beloved state Selangor! for those of u close friends hu didn;t notice or didn;t even know where i was, GO DIE LA! juz kiddin. but for d rest of u hu seriously need to b updated i went for the 1st Asian Schools Fencing Championships in Singapore.
Went with all d other under-18s hu were chosen n boy was it fun. we were kinda excited bout meeting peeps from CHina n KOrea hu r pretty much power-houses in fencing but turns out only Malaysia, SIngapore n Thailand were there. no matter. lolz. in d end we won 8/12 gold medals, 5/12 silver medals n 7/24 bronze medals. woo hoo. MAlaysia pretty much ruled!! woo hoo. lolz. aren't u proud 2 b Malaysian?? hehehe.
more details. Din, Radhi, Chris, Evy, Syak,Josh n I left MSN, Bkt Jalil on d 24th for Sekolah Sukan Bandar Penawar in Johor. d skool is MASSIVe n in d middle of nowhere. seriously. it's like jungle all over save for d Sek. Sukan, Sek. Sains, Sek. Agama, SEk. ASrama n d COmmunity College. to get to d nearest town is like a 30 mins-1 hour bus ride. shocking i noe. lolz. niwayz we had intensive training camp there. your truly had d privellege of experiencing 4 days of Sek Sukan life there n i'm glad to say i relli enjoyed it. dun believe all d stories bout d food being disgusting coz d food is absolutely DELISH! then on d 28th d Malaysian Junior Team left for SIngapore. n OMNKP was d customs hell. imagine having to lug ur luggage n ur bag filled to d brim with sports equipment. not my favourite part! we stayed at Costa Sands Resort which was next to a theme park. God bless huever suggested dat place! lolz.
it was relli hard to spend any money coz u had to multiply it by 2.4 and boy is dat a hard figure. we'd b like " oh, it's 5SD which makes it umm.. RM 11 sumthing." u could neva get d exact price! haihz. lolz. me n d gurls namely Shaheera, Tasha, Lin n AYse actually bought swimsuits there coz we wanted to swim so badly n it was NOT CHEAP! lolz. as u see we were in SIngapore on Merdeka day. and since we were representing our beloved country we sang d Negaraku everyday. once in d morning b4 we left for d venue n anutha when d comp was over right b4 we left d venue. got sum pretty weird stares n we were kinda embarassed d first day but u noe wat? d pride u feel when ure wearing a shirt with MALAYSIA written on d back stating dat ure representing your country n singing ur country's national anthem is indescribable. its hard to explain but u just swell up with such immense pride dat it can b overwhelming. just ask any of ur friends hu have gone overseas to represent their country n I bet they'd tell u d same!
we celebrated Merdeka there with d works. as in party hats, fake snow from a can n party strings. not to mention abg Fairuz actually bought the umm.. u noe d horn d bread man uses? so on d last day during d competition we were goin round pressing it. n boy was it fun. lolz. u can;t find these ppl anywhere else in d world man. on d last night we had a BBQ which was needless to say FREAKING FUN!!! we had chicken, corn, sotong which d boys cooked till it couldn;'t b recognized anymore, fish, cockels n oysters. lolz. funky mix of food i noe. it was rellli cool coz u've got these teenagers hu are BBQ-ing with no idea how they;re s'pposed to do it n whether d food is cooked a not. and d food actually caught fire a few times. as in fire became relli big n d food was literally on fire n came out BURNT!!! reactions were relli slow coz we were laughing like 3/4 of d time. lolz. then we played 'chap ka li chap ka li chap chap cha'. those hu have neva played dis game i beg u to please go find out wat dis game is about coz u dunno wat ure missing. u can literally split ur sides laughing n if u've neva laughed till u cried i guarantee after dis game u'll b crying n laughing like nothing else. lolz.
all those things i wrote about juz now, i was expecting a lil bit. but u noe how when sum moments or in my case, feelings, hit u when u least expect them to, those are actually d things u remember?? well mine was a boy. lolz. didn't expect to fall for him at all. i mean i remain d INfatuation Queen but dis feeling isn't d ones dat make me nervous when i see him or try to b sum1 i'm actually not when i'm around him. when i'm around him i'm myself. as in my crazy self like when i was friends with him. even when i say sumthin wrong or absurdly dumb i dun feel d slightest bit embarassed coz i noe when i laugh at d stupidity of wat i';ve said he'll laught WITH me. not AT me! i kinda miss him but dun tell him k? lolz. i wish i had let him noe i liked him loads. J said it was so obvious he liked me n i liked him. but ppl say d darnest hings sumtimes don;t they? he gave me a funny looking penguin he won at d theme park n i gave him an elephant. he'd better not lose it or i'll sepak him. lolz. we speak a mixture of Malay, ENglish, Mandarin n Hokkien. cool leh?? lolz. sounds perfect eh? well dat's not d end of it. here's d bummer we stay bout 310 km away from each other. i'm serious. he's in J.B, i'm in Selangor. d only times i;ll see him is at fencing competitions n since he's in f5 he'll prob b leaving BP. hmmm.. will he still go for competitions?? oh well.. we'll find out nxt time. to all of u hu noe hu it is i noe i make it sound like it's sum humoungous thing but it's not dat BIG!! i juz relli relli like him n m seriously SHOCKED dat i fell 4 sum1 in fencing. sumthing i've never expected to happen all my years in fencing. lolz. n among all peeps HIM!! lolz.
so i guess dat;s it bout my escapade in Singapore. lolz. haf to go to skool 2moro after a week of missing skool n not to mention my exams are in 2 weeks time n i haven;t even studied. lolz. dah biasa dah. lolz. so to all of u out there. hello again n i look forward to seeing u guys after so long. n to my fencing buddies hu i went with to SIngapore: I had d best time wif u guys doin crazy stuff like goin swimming at 9 when we had a game tomorrow n eating McD n Burger King 3 times a day. lolz. not to mention d mind games we played on each other which was never ending. n d first impressions dat all melted away. juz to let u noe i've grown so close to u guys in d past 10 days then i have to ppl i've known for 2 years. so, i relli miss u guys especially sum1. anyhoo.. ciao u guys. luv ya. muax.
Went with all d other under-18s hu were chosen n boy was it fun. we were kinda excited bout meeting peeps from CHina n KOrea hu r pretty much power-houses in fencing but turns out only Malaysia, SIngapore n Thailand were there. no matter. lolz. in d end we won 8/12 gold medals, 5/12 silver medals n 7/24 bronze medals. woo hoo. MAlaysia pretty much ruled!! woo hoo. lolz. aren't u proud 2 b Malaysian?? hehehe.
more details. Din, Radhi, Chris, Evy, Syak,Josh n I left MSN, Bkt Jalil on d 24th for Sekolah Sukan Bandar Penawar in Johor. d skool is MASSIVe n in d middle of nowhere. seriously. it's like jungle all over save for d Sek. Sukan, Sek. Sains, Sek. Agama, SEk. ASrama n d COmmunity College. to get to d nearest town is like a 30 mins-1 hour bus ride. shocking i noe. lolz. niwayz we had intensive training camp there. your truly had d privellege of experiencing 4 days of Sek Sukan life there n i'm glad to say i relli enjoyed it. dun believe all d stories bout d food being disgusting coz d food is absolutely DELISH! then on d 28th d Malaysian Junior Team left for SIngapore. n OMNKP was d customs hell. imagine having to lug ur luggage n ur bag filled to d brim with sports equipment. not my favourite part! we stayed at Costa Sands Resort which was next to a theme park. God bless huever suggested dat place! lolz.
it was relli hard to spend any money coz u had to multiply it by 2.4 and boy is dat a hard figure. we'd b like " oh, it's 5SD which makes it umm.. RM 11 sumthing." u could neva get d exact price! haihz. lolz. me n d gurls namely Shaheera, Tasha, Lin n AYse actually bought swimsuits there coz we wanted to swim so badly n it was NOT CHEAP! lolz. as u see we were in SIngapore on Merdeka day. and since we were representing our beloved country we sang d Negaraku everyday. once in d morning b4 we left for d venue n anutha when d comp was over right b4 we left d venue. got sum pretty weird stares n we were kinda embarassed d first day but u noe wat? d pride u feel when ure wearing a shirt with MALAYSIA written on d back stating dat ure representing your country n singing ur country's national anthem is indescribable. its hard to explain but u just swell up with such immense pride dat it can b overwhelming. just ask any of ur friends hu have gone overseas to represent their country n I bet they'd tell u d same!
we celebrated Merdeka there with d works. as in party hats, fake snow from a can n party strings. not to mention abg Fairuz actually bought the umm.. u noe d horn d bread man uses? so on d last day during d competition we were goin round pressing it. n boy was it fun. lolz. u can;t find these ppl anywhere else in d world man. on d last night we had a BBQ which was needless to say FREAKING FUN!!! we had chicken, corn, sotong which d boys cooked till it couldn;'t b recognized anymore, fish, cockels n oysters. lolz. funky mix of food i noe. it was rellli cool coz u've got these teenagers hu are BBQ-ing with no idea how they;re s'pposed to do it n whether d food is cooked a not. and d food actually caught fire a few times. as in fire became relli big n d food was literally on fire n came out BURNT!!! reactions were relli slow coz we were laughing like 3/4 of d time. lolz. then we played 'chap ka li chap ka li chap chap cha'. those hu have neva played dis game i beg u to please go find out wat dis game is about coz u dunno wat ure missing. u can literally split ur sides laughing n if u've neva laughed till u cried i guarantee after dis game u'll b crying n laughing like nothing else. lolz.
all those things i wrote about juz now, i was expecting a lil bit. but u noe how when sum moments or in my case, feelings, hit u when u least expect them to, those are actually d things u remember?? well mine was a boy. lolz. didn't expect to fall for him at all. i mean i remain d INfatuation Queen but dis feeling isn't d ones dat make me nervous when i see him or try to b sum1 i'm actually not when i'm around him. when i'm around him i'm myself. as in my crazy self like when i was friends with him. even when i say sumthin wrong or absurdly dumb i dun feel d slightest bit embarassed coz i noe when i laugh at d stupidity of wat i';ve said he'll laught WITH me. not AT me! i kinda miss him but dun tell him k? lolz. i wish i had let him noe i liked him loads. J said it was so obvious he liked me n i liked him. but ppl say d darnest hings sumtimes don;t they? he gave me a funny looking penguin he won at d theme park n i gave him an elephant. he'd better not lose it or i'll sepak him. lolz. we speak a mixture of Malay, ENglish, Mandarin n Hokkien. cool leh?? lolz. sounds perfect eh? well dat's not d end of it. here's d bummer we stay bout 310 km away from each other. i'm serious. he's in J.B, i'm in Selangor. d only times i;ll see him is at fencing competitions n since he's in f5 he'll prob b leaving BP. hmmm.. will he still go for competitions?? oh well.. we'll find out nxt time. to all of u hu noe hu it is i noe i make it sound like it's sum humoungous thing but it's not dat BIG!! i juz relli relli like him n m seriously SHOCKED dat i fell 4 sum1 in fencing. sumthing i've never expected to happen all my years in fencing. lolz. n among all peeps HIM!! lolz.
so i guess dat;s it bout my escapade in Singapore. lolz. haf to go to skool 2moro after a week of missing skool n not to mention my exams are in 2 weeks time n i haven;t even studied. lolz. dah biasa dah. lolz. so to all of u out there. hello again n i look forward to seeing u guys after so long. n to my fencing buddies hu i went with to SIngapore: I had d best time wif u guys doin crazy stuff like goin swimming at 9 when we had a game tomorrow n eating McD n Burger King 3 times a day. lolz. not to mention d mind games we played on each other which was never ending. n d first impressions dat all melted away. juz to let u noe i've grown so close to u guys in d past 10 days then i have to ppl i've known for 2 years. so, i relli miss u guys especially sum1. anyhoo.. ciao u guys. luv ya. muax.
if they say distance makes the heart grow fonder
thank GOD we're so far away from each other.
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with much love n missing all of them,
BEcKY
