are we falling or flying.

24 lil hours, 3 major things

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

I've wanted to do this 3 things thingy since forever. 3 being my fav number. :). so anyhoo. it's been a preeety tiring day. thank God tomorrow is Thaipusam. Happy Thaipusam to all of u hu celebr8. but for now. it's back to the books. exams on monday la. ;). enjoyy..

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Rebecca
2. Becky
3. damn bitchy wei.

THREE THINGS YOU CAN’T STAND:
1. self righteous people
2. i'm-so-cool-and-you're-so-not kinda people
3. The O.C. seriously man..

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. SPM
2. the thought that one day i might slip over a "banana" skin and fall really hard
3. nithi's lil hutan hujan tropika

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SHOWS:
1. Grey’s Anatomy
2. One Tree Hill
3. American Idol

THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONGS:
1. amy winehouse - tears dry on their own
2. John Legend - save room
3. MAroon 5 - Secret

THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO WATCH:
1. Harry Potter!

2. Spiderman 3
3. Babel

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. sweets and chocolates :)
2. water
3. things to do

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. pink Banana Republic tee
2. grey shorts
3. umm.. black undies?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. to be able to play monopoly, scrabble and go cycling together.
2. romance and trust
3. but at the same time to have my own space. no clingy-ness involved.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. deep soulful eyes
2. a cheeky smile
3. curly hair. seriously. ooh la la.

THREE BAD HABITS:
1. being tooo optimistic
2. confiding in the wrongest people about the wrongest things
3. not listening to anybody's advice bout the weirdest things

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. TALKING!

2. bitching with pee.
3. sitting on my couch, in my room, listening to jazz on Light.fm

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. eat!
2. talk to someone with all the flirty wit in the world
3. watch Heroes

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING PURSUING:
1. professional Bitch. ;)
2. Lawyer
3. Medicine. i've been playing with the idea.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. New York City!
2. Singapore. with G!
3. Switzerland

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married and have kids
2. defy gravity

3. dance in the rain

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i have mood swings at the oddest times.
2. i flirt 99.1% of the time.
3. and i definitely LOVE shopping!

gosh my best friend is sooo gay!

Track of the threesome entry:

Jamie Cullum - What a difference a day makes

BecKy

sheerly

Sunday, January 28, 2007

my previous posts make me look like sum emo sadistic bitch moaning about life's letdowns. sigh.. i AM COMPLETELY the OPPOSITE!! :). so the next few will HAVE to b happy ones. woo hoo. this one however is for sheer innocent updates.

celebrated my aunt's birthday yesterday. and i can officially say the Chew family are certified Camwhores. seriously. all the aunties and cousins were taking pictures every 60 seconds. nice ones thou, unlike the ones yours truly takes with pursed lips and cock eyed. wahahah.

oOo. good News! Pee and I have been given the license to bitch. seriously. putting two major bitchy people as Drama Directors was soooo not a good idea. it was skill-wise. but ummm... the actors might just b traumatised from the excessive bitching! ;) anyhoo. had auditions on thursday where close to 30 ppl turned up. which was phenomenal. i mean i noe it's a really small number but seriously. we weren't even expecting 10. c'mon it's DRAMA! wahahahha. and gosh sum of them seriously rocked. there was this girl hu had to audition as the Evil Queen and my goodness graciouss me she was Bitchy like hell man. scared the hell outta me. as in seriously. she could replace me n Pee in a jiffy as the bitchies ppl in skool man. wahahahha

BUT as they say all good things must come to an end. okay so here's the dish. Pee wrote this absolutely FABULOUS story bout 3 childhood friends falling in love that kinda thing. and the student body totally loved it. but sum stupid drama trainee teachers had to go spoil all our plans. i'm nt being bitter bout it but seriously. how would u like it if u were told halway thru the audition that they changed the script at the last minute and replaced it wif sum really really cliched story bout sum princess marrying sum dumb datuk when she's in love wif sum poor dude. GOODNESS. my 4 year old cousin could've written that story!!! oops sorry teacher. Barbie just called. she needs her story back for her next DVD release. Barbie and the Poor Hot DUde. dumbshit.

to make it all worse. nxt week's exams. and we gtg skool on Saturday. sooo not fair. how i wish. ANYHOOO... i've got gr8 news. seriously!!!

LEO CLUB OF SMK SEAFIELD

7TH INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DAY

THEME: GRANDE FIESTA

yup peeps. it's that time of the year again. make sure ure there k? u don't know wat a fiesta really is till u come fot the i.u. hope to see u there. ha ha. k i gtg. ciao peeps

Track of the sheer entry:

Sheryl crow feat Sting - Always by your side

sheerly,
BecKy

incase you haven't noticed i'm not like most people

Sunday, January 21, 2007

i talk too loud. i laugh too much. i eat wayyy more than the girl sitting next to me. i crave attention. i think i'm the most happening person around. eventhough i'm not. i fall for the weirdest guys. i laugh hysterically at the lamest jokes. i cried when i watched Lilo & Stitch. i dream of sitting by the fire in an oversized maroon sweater with a good book and a mug of hot chocolate in one hand while staring at the snow outside. i'm great at covering up feelings. i should b a spy. i'm quite a lil bitch. but not all the time. i flirt unconciously. or mayb i do it conciously. hmmm. it's debatable. apparently i give people the first impression of a air headed bimbo. and i take perverted delight in seeing their faces when i quote Shakespeare. i wanna slow dance under the stars by the beach. and i wanna receive roses from an anonymous person on Valentine's day and finding out only at the end of the day.

track of the extraordinary entry:

John Mayer - no such thing.

unlike them,

i'm BecKy!

as the bubble bursts

Saturday, January 13, 2007

everybody has dreams. i know i do. and u most probably do too. they might b outrageous, realistic or just plain whacky. oh. i'm not talkin bout those nonsensical dreams u get in the middle of the night. but plans. those fairytale dreams worthy of any Disney Classic. these dreams bring with them an immense amount of hope. an overwhelming amount if i may. and it's queer that there's a high possibility u have the exact same dreams as the person sitting next to you. even if it's a chocolate buffet! however. like most good things, it comes with a price. with the hope it brings, it brings heartache, disappointments and grief. but no matter what anyone says, that immense hope which makes you feel like u could b anything you want to be for that precious 60 seconds makes up for that 60 minutes of grief.

every parent passes on their dreams to their kids. hoping that their kids will carry their dreams and soar to greater heights than they could ever dream of. as kids we all had dreams. of becoming that first astronaut, the doctor with a heart, a superhero or even that princess on that tower whose prince comes to save. innocent dreams. with no boundaries. no reasoning. and nobody to rain on our parade. there are days where i would give up everything i have to regain that innocence lost. to not know that the big bad world is ready to pounce on me and eat me up if only i showed a moment of pure weakness. remember when u trusted everyone you met? when u never questioned anyone who wanted to b your friend? when racism was just a big word the adults used? when your biggest worry was what sweets were ur mum gonna reward you with for being such a good girl? when you could just b yourself and deep down know that everyone was gonna accept you for who u are and not judge every inch of your body?

I remember.

Track of the entry:
Norah Jones - Thinking of you

remembering,

BecKy

i've been tagged.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

I've been tagged.

Glad to see 2006 go?

in a way yes. new years bring new beginnings. and i'm always up for a funky restart! but i'd give the world to re-do 06. not change a damn thing. but relive it again. gosh dat would b fun!

Age turned in 2006?

15! and i'm proud of it k?

Did u change your hair in 2006?

in the last few days of 06, i cut my hair. layered it like crazy. and got a small fringe!

The best part of 2006?

being besties wif G all over again. finding a long lost girlfriend in Dee. backside-ing with all those whacky ss19A peeps. SUKMA!! Asian Schools Fencing Championships in Singapore. gosh i miss those people.

me n G!

my long lost girlfriend. woo hoo.

they look innocent. but....

The worst part of 2006?

Losing my phone. and seeing G off. other than that i absolutely LOVED 06!

Any new crushes in 2006? who?

umm.. bout 1001 new crushes. and i don't even remember their names! :)

Who will you never forget?

the Ken Watanabe-look-alike skating in Pyramid. oOo and his bald friend! ha ha.

Who do you wish you didn't meet?

nobody in particular. they all had an impact in my life. good or bad. thou there are some of them whom i wish i could shout at. but that's another story! ;)

Did you have a boyfriend in 2006?

yup. 2.

Did you fall in love in 2006?

with something, yes. with a boy, no.

Did you catch someone in lie in 2006?

yup. but thank God it wasn't anything big.

Did you call them out?

some of them. the others, i acted dumb.

Did you get caught in a lie? What was it?

la dee dum.. Wow! look at Chad! ain't he hot? *tries to change subject*

Funniest moment of 2006?

gosh. umm. waving to Baldy and Ken Watanabe - look-alike. whining on stage during Leo i.u. me n Lim "robbing" teacher. Cell Harvest when Dee was laughing like a raving lunatic. wahaha. strip dancing in Perak.shhh....

Most embarassing moment of 2006?

having to admit to this dude i like him with 10 other people within hearing distance. embarassing siut!!!! oOo. there's one more. no. actually loads more. but u dun need to noe them all. takes the mystery out of Becky! :)

Did you take any vacations in 2006? where?

Competitions count? if they do then i went to umm... Perlis, Kedah, Perak, Malacca, Johor and Singapore! woo hoo.

Any new hobbies of 2006?

Camwhoring. skating. eating at Delicious by Ms Read. blogging.

skating with Dee, Yi wei n Sa.

Did you get a new job in 2006?

Prefect!! umm. and since Dee put Ass. Editor, i got Vice Pres II for Leo.

being a prefect is no easy job! i HAVE to study! or at least look like i am!;)

me n Vice Pres I and one of my best friends in the whole world, Dao Wei.

Did you lose a job in 2006?

Nope.

Did you host a party in 2006?

for friends, no. for family, heaps. shit. i'm soo changing this year. i'll throw a bash for my 16th. and all of u are OBLIGED to come. he he.

Where did most of your money go?

FOOD. presents. clothes. magazines. my phone bill if it went over 30 bucks. I.U's. looks like i didn't spend much. but why am i still broke? sigh. the mysteries of being a teenager!;)

What song will always remind you of 2006?

Nelly Furtado - Promiscuous Girl.Hillsong - God He Reigns. Hinder - Lips of an angel.oOo. and The All American Rejects - It Ends Tonight. only coz it was massively overplayed!

what do wish you'd done more of?

studying. shopping. lending an ear and just shut up. going to cell. hanging out with mum. taken more risks.smelling the lovely lavenders since they're no roses in my house! ha ha.

What do you wish you'd done less of?

talking without thinking. misjudging. and most of all, misleading people and breaking their hearts. in a romantic and completely un-romantic way.

Biggest Achievement in 2006?

representing Malaysia in the Asian Schools Fencing Championship. passing my add math test in Feb. winning 17CoverGirl 2006!!! being ranked no1 in the country for the u-17 events.

Biggest Failure of 2006?

not getting to know all the people who mean the world to me a lil' more. and spend more time with them. gle emo wei.

In 2006, did u lie to miss a day of work/school??

need you ask?? definitely. i'll tell u when n how if u ask and promise not to tell my mum! ;)

Did you move in 2006?

how i wish....

Did you wish on a shooting star in 2006?

alaaa. Malaysia no shooting star la. but i sure would've if i saw one. which brings my answer to a depressing no!

What was your greatest musical discovery?

learning i could cause slight drizzle just by singing Wonderwall! AMAZING! i deserve the Nobel prize! :)

What was the best book you read?

The Inheritance of Loss by Kiran Desai. brings your imagination to a whole NEW level.

What was your favourite movie of the year?

THE PRESTIGE!! good shit siut. umm. The Devil Wears Prada. drool. Click! coz all my cell backsides were talking bout it every single second! ha ha.

What did you want in 2006 and got?

Roxy wallet. Nike jacket. 17CG. a pair of pretty pretty heels. a Ripcurl bag for school. MNG bag. Guess top. 4 Ralph Lauren polo tees. Victoria Secret toilettries. and wayyy more.I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!

What did you want in 2006 but didn't get?

a Rolex watch!an iPod. 1 Million bucks. a few boys. but the boys that i DID get make up for every single one i didn't get! ;)

Did you make out in public in 2006?

obviously not. excuse me...

What's the ringer on your cellphone?

Nothing in this world - Paris.

What kept you sane?

Jesus. my fam. schoolfriends. besties. backsides from cell. my laptop.

Who did you miss?

everyone i didn't see even for one day. i can't wait to get my license. wahaha. then they'll have to see me every single minute of the day! cue evil laughter!

Who was the best new person you met??

HANNAH PEE SID NEE!!

presenting: the Demented Cina Doll!

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more exciting?
knowing that i made an impact in at least one of my friend's life. priceless.

Did you drink too much in 2006?
la dee dum.....

Your favourite commercial in 2006?
all the Petronas and Digi commercials. and that Prudential Assurance one. touching like crazy weh..

Something you couldn't leave home without in 2006.
Cellphone. Pen. Lipgloss. Wallet. Book.

How did you spend New YEar's 2006?
at the Curve. tonnes of people. wish i was in church thou. bet it would've been more happening. sigh..

Valentine's Day 2006?
hmmm... gettin loads of lollypops. sms-ing like crazy. and that's all i remember.eeeee. i had a SAD valentines's. :(

Easter 2006?
CHURCH!! woo hoo

Halloween 2006?
i honestly don't remember. damn.

Thanksgiving 2006?
Fam dinner!

Christmas 2006?
Lunch wif backsides. then back home to prepare for dinner. which was Massive fun, i might add.
Christmas 06 was overflowing with pressies, sms-es, wine, laughter, worship and feel good moments fitting of any KFC commercial! ;)

Your Birthday?
Church. then had a bash for fam members. wish i had one for frens too. no worries. 07....

Tell us a valuable life lesson that you learnt in 2006?
i learnt that living the moment is all that matters. taking that leap of faith might change your entire destiny. don't do something you wouldn't do if it were the last few hours you had left. and don't forget to smile. it works wonders. besides, you look better anyway!:)

Tag(8 bloggers):
Pee, Cheryl, JoelJeremiah, Shamini, Sarah Tan, Melissa LEe, Michelle LEe, and lastly, James!

Track of the loooooong entry:
Michelle Branch feat Santana - I'm feeling You

Taggingly long,

BecKy

ahh

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

today i embarked on a new beginning. it's doesn't strike me as a vague unfamiliar feeling. it's just it. so as usual i reached skool freakin early in d morn as usual. prefect meeting or sumthin like that. usual la dee dum. get into class. rush for seats. same ol' same ol'.

and as i was dreaming away in class, i realized that this was my last "first" day in high school. then i turned my heat a complete 180 and looked at everyone's faces. not merely glance like i did all those times last year. but really looked. every pimple, coloured brace on their teeth, every hair. or lack of it! ;)

i looked at the piece of plastic hanging which said 5 Cekap. 5. nt 4. but 5. seniors. less for the extremely potong-ing upper 6. but in everyone's eyes i still saw that child-like innocence. the product of being sheltered in a school. of nt being exposed to the big bad world in all it's infamous glory. of finding light at every end of the tunnel.

i realized that the f3's looked at us the way we looked at the previous f5's when we were in f3. how we gazed at them. and thought gosh, they're humoungous. okay. mayb juz sum of them. but now as a fifth former myself, i look around and i see the same faces i saw in f3.oh my they HAVE grown. but they're still the same ppl. no different from when they were 15. how ironic.

i seriously thought when i gt into f5 i would see every1 in a different light. a bigger light. but it's still the same ol' light. shining as brightly as it did 2 years ago. but this old light still serves its purpose. after all. why would i want to see them in a different light?

Track of the ahh entry:

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On

ahhh-ly,

BecKy