preeeetty
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Taiwan sucks. only coz that earthquake disrupted the INternet. ahh. jz saw SOfia's personal Msg. it goes: On the 3rd day of Christmas TMNet gave to me... lagging connectivity!! amen sister! ha ha.
niwayz. skool starts in 4 days exactly. and i am surprisingly excited. seriously. seeing friends again. gettin irritated. meeting teachers. homework. the works. okay. everything except the homework part! ;)
Christmas was a blast. went to church and all that. had a fab turkey dinner. then my cousin, Sarah, the one hu looks like me stayed over. and boy was it fun. apparently i'm interesting enuff for sum1 to change their sleeping habits. ha ha. we talked till dawn. literally. ha ha. btw. Sa, i'm wayyy hotter k? ha ha. luv ya.
yesterday we welcomed my new cousin into the big, bad, happy world. Joel. cool eh? made it just in time for 2006. gosh. i'm 15 years older than him. shocking. nt to mention his mum's 38. fulamak. ha ha.
i have pics. i think.
me n dee on Christmas. i look retarded. :)
jojo, me n Gillie at Starbucks.
nat,dao wei, gillie and me. pyramid. their Christmas tree is HUGE!!
us girls at G's farewell. mel, me, G, cheryl, michelle K, michelle L and brenda.
skating rocks socks!!
ss19a and sum imports on Christmas! deck the halls peeps!
us at Kim Gary.
and one last pic b4 i get ready for a wedding.
wahahaha. go ahead. have nightmares of me n my new haircut!!!
ciao peeps. and have a great NEw year!! luv ya.
Track of the pretty entry:
Ben Lee - Begin
prettily,
BecKy
Feliz Navidad
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
joy to the world
all the boys and girls
joy to the fishes in the big blue sea
joy to you and me
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!
hey peeps. Thank God Christmas is here. i was gonna go bonkers waiting. HALLELUJAH!! went to church in the morning then had a free luncheon. fab food. xjdi cinammon-choco souffle!! ha ha. me n dee wore dresses! woo hoo. everyone wore black and white. except me! i wore PINK! woo hoo. then had to help mum get ready for fam gathering at night. Presents rock socks!
Gillie left yesterday. Christmas eve. i mean who actually LEAVES on christmas eve?? talked to her just as she was boarding the plane!! which makes me the last person to talk to her b4 she left!! bangga-ness!! wahahhahaa. I'm gonna miss her like crazee!!! she watched me cut my hair!! just one of those moments that make our friendship sweeter!! love ya babe.
anyways. gtg. upd8 more soon. the pics thingy is NOT working. sigh. ciao
track of the entry:
KT Tunstall - Suddenly i See
Merry merry christmas,
BecKy
sometimes it's best to shut up
Friday, December 22, 2006
when your plans come crashing down, you expect anger. you think you're going to shout and cry till the world turns around. but instead you experience disappointment. those types where they hurt the most as they attack when you least expect them to. and you don't cry. but you feel your heart at the pit of your belly. you FEEL like crying and shouting. but this disappointment holds you back. it prevents you from doing something stupid like throw your phone at the wall. you wish you had never made those plans at all. but the hope those plans gave you are forever etched in your mind. just like that disappointing feeling.
I love it the way you love your guitar
Thursday, December 21, 2006
I will always love it. don't you get it? it's not the poking or the hot guys or the extra money and "glamour" that comes with it. I JUST LOVE IT!!!
There's nothing wrong with falling in love. I once told a friend that i've never actually fallen in love with someone before. i take it all back. i HAVE fallen in love. but it's not a u-jump-i-jump kinda love. it's a subtle one. one that takes me by surprise after realising the endless depth of this particular love. it encourages addiction. but most of all , it liberates me.
I just came back from a sports camp. made new friends, became a family and most importantly a team. sports camp was kinda like mild intensive training week. training 4 times a day. each session lasting from 1.5-2 hr. there were injuries galore. hamstrings, trapezius, sprained ankles. the works. and as i was packing last night i realized that training everyday is something i WANT to do.
i guess you never really realize your love for something until u take a step back and ponder. that's what i did. and right now i'm at crossroads. at the fork of a road, if u will. one's a path that i have been planning since form 1. the other's a road less taken. the one where i don't get my 10 A1s. the one where i leave everything i know for an experience and opportunity of a lifetime. the one where i turn remp. ;)
i was telling timothy bout it just now. and he asked me what if i lose this sudden abrupt newfound love? i said i'll try to find it again. what i meant to say was. i don't know what's gonna happen if i lose it. i honestly don't know. when that dreaded moment comes, i'll let you know what i'll do. but right now, i'm crazy bout fencing. every bit of it. and right now is all that matters.
Track:
Norah Jones - Turn me ON
Loving it the way you love your guitar,
BecKY
There's nothing wrong with falling in love. I once told a friend that i've never actually fallen in love with someone before. i take it all back. i HAVE fallen in love. but it's not a u-jump-i-jump kinda love. it's a subtle one. one that takes me by surprise after realising the endless depth of this particular love. it encourages addiction. but most of all , it liberates me.
I just came back from a sports camp. made new friends, became a family and most importantly a team. sports camp was kinda like mild intensive training week. training 4 times a day. each session lasting from 1.5-2 hr. there were injuries galore. hamstrings, trapezius, sprained ankles. the works. and as i was packing last night i realized that training everyday is something i WANT to do.
i guess you never really realize your love for something until u take a step back and ponder. that's what i did. and right now i'm at crossroads. at the fork of a road, if u will. one's a path that i have been planning since form 1. the other's a road less taken. the one where i don't get my 10 A1s. the one where i leave everything i know for an experience and opportunity of a lifetime. the one where i turn remp. ;)
i was telling timothy bout it just now. and he asked me what if i lose this sudden abrupt newfound love? i said i'll try to find it again. what i meant to say was. i don't know what's gonna happen if i lose it. i honestly don't know. when that dreaded moment comes, i'll let you know what i'll do. but right now, i'm crazy bout fencing. every bit of it. and right now is all that matters.
Track:
Norah Jones - Turn me ON
Loving it the way you love your guitar,
BecKY
Simply
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Gillie's over. we just spent the whole day at Pyramid. Skating for 4 hrs straight. we came to the conclusion ,judging on the amount of ppl we met, that we didn't get The flyer. The flyer telling every1 that today was actually lala/ang mo/lesbo day. seriously. the amount of those kinda ppl we saw were endless. but then again. the angmoh's could b from PLanet Shakers who are shaking the Planet from today to friday!
I am Proud to announce that i INTRODUCED gillian to NAndos!!! wahahhaah. she's reading as i'm writing. which makes it relli weird!!! ahh... we went to ESprit. and got 2 shirts. umm.. both red!! but diff designs! she's rocks my socks. seriously. shit. my apologies but all of u hafta put up with me being emo. i mean hu wouldn't right? one of my super duper besties is leaving.
ooo., maybe i could get her to put me into the box she's bringing over. i'm sure i could stand an 8hr journey in a box. how hard could it be? wahahah. going for a party l8er. her "farewell" party. wearing the exact same Polo tees. in different colours. cool eh?? might have some pictures thou. hahahah.. stil in the boy predicament. sigh. niwayz, till then. catch u guys l8er!!! ciao.
P.S: gillie's still trying to peel. but needless to say she ain't succeeding! she's gonna kill me when she reads this!! oops.
Track of the simple entry:
Black Eyed Peas - The APL song
Simply,
BEcKy
I am Proud to announce that i INTRODUCED gillian to NAndos!!! wahahhaah. she's reading as i'm writing. which makes it relli weird!!! ahh... we went to ESprit. and got 2 shirts. umm.. both red!! but diff designs! she's rocks my socks. seriously. shit. my apologies but all of u hafta put up with me being emo. i mean hu wouldn't right? one of my super duper besties is leaving.
ooo., maybe i could get her to put me into the box she's bringing over. i'm sure i could stand an 8hr journey in a box. how hard could it be? wahahah. going for a party l8er. her "farewell" party. wearing the exact same Polo tees. in different colours. cool eh?? might have some pictures thou. hahahah.. stil in the boy predicament. sigh. niwayz, till then. catch u guys l8er!!! ciao.
P.S: gillie's still trying to peel. but needless to say she ain't succeeding! she's gonna kill me when she reads this!! oops.
Track of the simple entry:
Black Eyed Peas - The APL song
Simply,
BEcKy
quaintly
Monday, December 11, 2006
it's 2.00 a.m
robbie williams is playing.
my mind is playing games.
i'm awaiting a decision.
one of my super duper best friends is leaving soon.
one of them just came over for dinner.
Fencing is something i've developed a passion for. unintentionally.
the effects from the wine and coffee over dinner are beginning to wear off.
i'm uber confused about 2 guys.
one's a good talker.
one sucks at talking. but is sweet. and a PB.
i am tired.
obsessed with Malay songs.
fed up with racism.
my tummy needs fillling.
it's only been a day since i came back from ipoh.
and no i didn't taste the hor fun.
Track of the quaint entry:
Robbie Williams - Beyond the Sea
quaintly,
BecKy
robbie williams is playing.
my mind is playing games.
i'm awaiting a decision.
one of my super duper best friends is leaving soon.
one of them just came over for dinner.
Fencing is something i've developed a passion for. unintentionally.
the effects from the wine and coffee over dinner are beginning to wear off.
i'm uber confused about 2 guys.
one's a good talker.
one sucks at talking. but is sweet. and a PB.
i am tired.
obsessed with Malay songs.
fed up with racism.
my tummy needs fillling.
it's only been a day since i came back from ipoh.
and no i didn't taste the hor fun.
Track of the quaint entry:
Robbie Williams - Beyond the Sea
quaintly,
BecKy
Across the ocean
Monday, December 04, 2006
i put down the receiver. hell the mere sound it produces is deafening. how could it not? it seems so ironic whatmore surreal.
i honestly never took it seriously. do we ever? it's funny how when certain things happen they immediately catch u by surprise. even if you've known it for literally forever. anticipating it was what i should've done. well. i guess we all know i didn't.
there's this girl i know.
met her last year.
feels like i've known her for all my life.
seriously. we were looking thru programme books dat day. and by golly. there were so many times when we were in the same production, her performance was before mine. in the same ballet school. went for cheer competitions together. heck at a cheer clinic our skools were side by side!!!
but we never met.
not till last year.
since that year we've grown from becoming classmates to aquaintances to friends. then we were literally sisters before becoming friendly enemies to being absolutely close friends again. we've shared secrets. laughed. shed tears of joy and of sorrow. danced under the moonlight. gossiped about who's with who. covered for the other in weird situations. skyrocketed each other's phonebill. cam-whored. drooled over boys. but most of all. enjoyed each other;s company.
there's things that i've done to affect her in not very kind ways that i've not been very proud of. but i wouldn't erase anything i've said or done. or it wouldn't have brought us here. to where we are today.
but if those words have hurt u in the most dispicable way. then i'm sorry. u leaving is not sumthin i want to happen. heck who's gonna talk to me bout all the hottest guys in the world. or whether Zara's on sale. or bitch with me about all the irritating people. it's a short post. one that betrays the endless depth of its meaning. even if u change i'll b here. in ol' malaysia. anticipating your return. oOO dun forget to bring tim tams for me!and oggle at all the hot guys on my behalf!
I'm Gonna miss u like crazy Gillian!! someone once said that a friend is a single soul dwelling in two bodies. and gosh was he right! we're sooo alike it kills me sometimes. niwayz enjoy australia when you DO go. but till then u're still "obliged" to b my bitching buddy. and for that i love the friendship you n i have!!!
Then
Now
Frienship is born at the moment one person says to another "What?! you too? thought i was the only one
-C.S Lewis-
funny. that's exactly how ours started. and God knows we've had soo many of those.
Track of the entry:
The Fray - oceans away
with lots of love and reflecting on a certain cool friendship,
BecKY
