Across the ocean
Monday, December 04, 2006
i put down the receiver. hell the mere sound it produces is deafening. how could it not? it seems so ironic whatmore surreal.
i honestly never took it seriously. do we ever? it's funny how when certain things happen they immediately catch u by surprise. even if you've known it for literally forever. anticipating it was what i should've done. well. i guess we all know i didn't.
there's this girl i know.
met her last year.
feels like i've known her for all my life.
seriously. we were looking thru programme books dat day. and by golly. there were so many times when we were in the same production, her performance was before mine. in the same ballet school. went for cheer competitions together. heck at a cheer clinic our skools were side by side!!!
but we never met.
not till last year.
since that year we've grown from becoming classmates to aquaintances to friends. then we were literally sisters before becoming friendly enemies to being absolutely close friends again. we've shared secrets. laughed. shed tears of joy and of sorrow. danced under the moonlight. gossiped about who's with who. covered for the other in weird situations. skyrocketed each other's phonebill. cam-whored. drooled over boys. but most of all. enjoyed each other;s company.
there's things that i've done to affect her in not very kind ways that i've not been very proud of. but i wouldn't erase anything i've said or done. or it wouldn't have brought us here. to where we are today.
but if those words have hurt u in the most dispicable way. then i'm sorry. u leaving is not sumthin i want to happen. heck who's gonna talk to me bout all the hottest guys in the world. or whether Zara's on sale. or bitch with me about all the irritating people. it's a short post. one that betrays the endless depth of its meaning. even if u change i'll b here. in ol' malaysia. anticipating your return. oOO dun forget to bring tim tams for me!and oggle at all the hot guys on my behalf!
I'm Gonna miss u like crazy Gillian!! someone once said that a friend is a single soul dwelling in two bodies. and gosh was he right! we're sooo alike it kills me sometimes. niwayz enjoy australia when you DO go. but till then u're still "obliged" to b my bitching buddy. and for that i love the friendship you n i have!!!
Then
Now
Frienship is born at the moment one person says to another "What?! you too? thought i was the only one
-C.S Lewis-
funny. that's exactly how ours started. and God knows we've had soo many of those.
Track of the entry:
The Fray - oceans away
with lots of love and reflecting on a certain cool friendship,
BecKY
