when your plans come crashing down, you expect anger. you think you're going to shout and cry till the world turns around. but instead you experience disappointment. those types where they hurt the most as they attack when you least expect them to. and you don't cry. but you feel your heart at the pit of your belly. you FEEL like crying and shouting. but this disappointment holds you back. it prevents you from doing something stupid like throw your phone at the wall. you wish you had never made those plans at all. but the hope those plans gave you are forever etched in your mind. just like that disappointing feeling.

Becky(noun)-
chick.quirky.narcissitic.
optimistic.
chocoholic.shopaholic.
16 going on 17
12/11/91
class of 2007.Christian
camwhore. motormouth.
loud.bitchy.nice.
don't you wish
you were me?
;)

contact: chew[dot]becky[at]gmail[dot]com

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