there's a reason for all of this i think. there are times when this whole thing is just pure bliss and a bed of roses. sometimes i feel i made a mistake. i mean i should've just stuck to that pact i made with myself of which only like 5 people know of i think. this blows. but then i can't help but smile when i think about it. maybe i'm just being paranoid. maybe it's that dumb female instict thingy my narcissistic MPW teacher was talking about. maybe it's the lack of sleep and exam stress. maybe it's just me. maybe this just means that it's been wrong all along. i hate the way i'm feeling right now. how on earth did i get here?
Soundtrack: Kate Voegele - Kindly Unspoken
Becky
p.s: sorry for the serious lack of updates which was due to my dumb finals which are in a week and the fact that i had to break this blogging hiatus with a random emo post.