Eyelash Wishes
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
forgive me for the mini blogging hiatus i went on the past few weeks. been so caught up with everything happening. helped out at VBS with the whole gang which was absolutely mindblowing FUN!!! wahahhaha. that reminds me i have pictures!!! fingers crossed that they go up properly!
Besides that CHRISTMAS is in the AIR!!! so what if it's in a month?? ikea's playing Xmas jingles, One Bangsar is decorated with Xmas trees, the smell of pine from the live trees in ikea is enough to make my head spin. in a good way. even the railings in church is all decorated. funky eh? i just can';t wait. christmas is MOST DEFINITELY the best time in the year. no joke! eggnog, snow(in genting?), rainy days, PRESENTS, pretty dresses, christmas trees and Sinatra's voice on the radio are just a FEW of the things that make me go absolutely koo-koo!!!
Ooo and did i tell you bangsar rocks my socks? as in seriously. bar flam there is soo much better than the one in sunway. ONe Bangsar, the row of bangalows turned into restaurants are insane!! price n atmosphere wise. just sitting there makes you feel happening. or maybe that only happens to low-life peeps like me!! ha ha.
Niways nuff chatter. pictures!!
me,howard, jimmy and a kid from their group at aquaria. half the gang helping at VBS. no dee, i'm nt the shortest! i'm standing weird k? and i look HOTT!! =P
dee has a fan club. guess they figured out why she rocks my socks! umm..I WANT ONE TOO!!guess it's alright coz dee's fan club loves me n chris too!! woo hoo!! my cousin, josh, acting cute. guess it runs in the fam! i gave my first autograph!!!
dee's new boyfriend!!! CAll me!! 016-xxx xx91 and to wrap it up, here's the whole gang at VBS!! after 3 looong days!!!I LOVE CHURCH. I LOVE JESUS. I LOVE CELL. I ABSOLUTELY ADORE AND LOVE MY FRIENDS FROM CHURCH. they're the lamest peeps around but i dunno wat i'd do without them. LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!!!!!!p.s: VBS stands for Vacation Bible School.and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEE!!!Track of the eyelash wishes:The All American Rejects - Eyelash Wishes.with lotsa lotsa love,Becky
Labels: fun events
when darkness turns to light
Saturday, November 18, 2006
and with that we, fourth formers, end our academic year of form 4. a sweeeeeeeeet ride. that's what it has been. gosh. it feels as if our first day were yesterday. how time passes us by. i still remember our first day. or at least mine. went back to our original form 3 classes. all awaiting the class list. and boy were we hoping we'd end up in d same class. and the nxt day, the dreaded day. no surprise that most of us were seperated. i got 4 Cekap. entered the class. took a look around.didn't recognize a single soul. came to the conclusion the nxt 2 years of my academic life was screwed!!wahahhaha. my my.. what a conclusion. i think it's pretty safe to say i LOVE my class. and the conclusion is SOOO not accepted man. every single soul adds the little touches that make 4C the class that it is today. i mean initially we were in cliques. like the chinese speaking were at the back, the malays at the side, n us the english speaking ones in the front. but after 11 months of being together 24/7, we're all ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!so.. since it was the last day of school, yours truly decided to go to school. nt many peeps from 4 came but the others were there. i remember looking around between the round of blackjack and just taking in everything that was around me. i know, i know. why the drama?? it's only another 6 weeks b4 i see them again. but then again. it'll all b different. we'll b seniors. the word SPM probably send multiple chills down our very spines. no more skipping class. or gossiping and eating during add math. forgive the sentimentalism. i just feel kinda emo now. u know. those days where you're all happy then you watch a show which has a really sad ending and suddenly you feel like the show was talking bout your world. the one where you're the main star. and everyone else plays a part in making you the person you are today. be it bitchy ( like me!), happy, or just plain emo. then it hits you like lightning. maybe your world isn't all it's hacked up to be. the spotlight dims. you're time on the stage has run out. the people around you start packing their things. the audience start leaving. you shout desperately trying to make them stay. they haven't even watched the best part yet. the part that's supposed to earn you the standing ovation you deserve. then the stillness in the air becomes so deafening you just fall to your knees. the spotlight goes off. the magestic music turns off. all there's left is that silhoutte panting in frustration on the stage.but the moment you give up hope. the spotlight comes back on. it's very dim. but bright enough for you to see everything around you. then you see the people who play the most important roles in your life, your friends and family. they're unpacking their things. they're putting their costumes back on. they join you on the stage. someone suddenly says " hey who cares if that scene was a bummer, you've got us." then the show makes sense. no no your show. but the one with the sad ending. it wasn't bout me. it was bout all the things i take for granted. the show in question was scrubs. i know, scrubs?? wth rite? it's s'ppose to be all laughter. but that's what makes it special. when it actually has a sad ending in one of it's episodes, we're never prepared for it are we? kinda like life. we don't expect the thorns that come with the roses. it's a reminder that every special thing has its flaw. like you and i. and like my form 4 year. i lied. it HASN'T been a sweet ride. not all of it at least. there were times of sheer desperation, on my part, for a true friend, a hug, a kind word, an A in an exam. i've done my share of backstabbing, bitching and betraying. so much so i'm ashamed to talk bout it. but sharing is good for the soul. so before i really end form 4, there are a few things i wanna say. first of all, i'm SORRY for ny heartaches of hurt that i've caused in the past year. to Gillian, Michelle and Cheryl, i'm sorry i wasn't a friend in any of the times you need one the most. to my classmates, i'm sorry for being a bitch. to the teachers that had to put up with me, sorry for being a pain in the ass. and to everyone else who felt the wrath of my bitchiness and fury, i apologize.I now stand alone on the stage. the scene "Form 4 through my eyes" has ended. it has it's rough edges. my hair's in a mess. my mascara's running. the theatre is silent. i take my bow and make my way backstage. preparing for my next scene. i find the script i was s'pposed to reenact to make this scene a perfect one. one that's rid itself of it's flaws. i snicker and throw it away. had this scene been perfect, i would'nt have been the same person i am now. i'm preparing myself for the next scene. i try looking for the script. the exact one i just threw away for the last scene. i can't find it. haha. maybe next year around this time when i take my bow after that scene, i'll find it. but i think i know what i'm going to do with it. because life without the sorrow and pain renders joy a worthless gain. so. prepare yourself for the next scene. because i promise it'll be better than this one. Track of the entry:The All American Rejects - It ends tonightending this scene,BecKyLabels: emo
Schnuppy and Kermit
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
my 15th birthday was a BLAST!!! as in there wasn't some party thrown fit for a slot in My Super Sweet Sixteen. it's for sixteen year olds with the bank account the size of my house ANYWAY!! i juz had a lil birthday bash with my fam, something i really enjoyed despite sounding like i'm some useless loner with absolutely no friends!!! oh well.. lolz. so as with every birthday, u get presents. mine from my mum was the bash which came with loads of other presents from the other fam members. i wanna give a "shoutout" to all those peeps rite now. not forgettin friends who actually remembered and actually bought me something! those of you who didn't should really do something about it. *hint hint* hmmm... start with the aunties. they were feeling REALLY REALLY generous. THANK GOD!!! could really do with the cash now. wahahah. oOo then Pee and Nit gave me an MNG bag and a really horny looking banana soft toy!! it could peel off at d end which maked it loads hornier~!! Oi juz coz both of u are horny doesn't mean i'm horny too k? see the halo round my head?? ha ha. Gillian gave me a really really nice bracelet and some funky earrings which totally rock my socks! woo hoo. not forgettin Cheryl and Michelle who gave me red Earth lip gloss!! yummy... and most importantly mum for the bash she threw me!!! AHHH! Nit owes me a SONG!!!!! actually he's gt the melody but i need lyrics. anyone who suddenly discovered the hidden prodigy for songwriting please CALL ME!!! niwayz the real reason i'm writing this post is bout the disection we did today during biology. it was massively COOL!! as in seriously. and the best part was not all the classes did it!! only 2 classes i think. woo hooo. i actually have a picture of it. but i kinda lost my cabel for my camera which totally sucks! anyhooo... i sooo wanna be a doctor now! seriously. and work in Seattle Grace hospital next to McDreamy and Dr.Burke!!! i think i'd prob be doing more watching and drooling than working. but then again that's a whole different story!!! sheesh... goosebumps. back to the disection! me n pee were the only ones cutting it. and by gosh we should be accepted into med school IMMEDIATELY!! we kicked ass!!! except for the time when we accidentally cut thru the heart.. heh heh.. but i'm sure they wouldn't mind. or would they. hmmm... OO... we even named the frogs. we have SCHNUPPY and KERMIT!!! even drew a memorial for them on the lab board. and the best part. we held a Funeral for them. lolz. buried them behind Block C in school. dumb Nit had to choose that spot. we were literally feeding the mosquitoes. NUT!!! niwayz. we even sang the National Anthem and "observed a moment of silence" for the frogs!!! ha ha. yup. they were good surgical subjects that schnuppy and kermit. may they rest in peace!! sheesh.. lol school's a bore less for the disection. life's good. Grey's anatomy's tonight. even better. cousins staying over. fun? friends are hard diffrentiating. mathematically, emotionally and mentally. till then. ciaoTrack in rememberance of Schnuppy and Kermit:The Fray - How to save a lifemissing Schnuppy and Kermit.BecKyI miss SCHNUPPY and KERMIT!!!
Birthday joy!!!
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy birthday to Becky
Happy Birthday to me!!!!
juz wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to all u of you who remembered my birthday and wished me!!oOo and thanks for witnessing my baptism guys!!! love you loads.
p.s: Tim n Nit, i'm still waiting for my song!!!
Track of birthday entry:
Maroon 5 - SUnday Morning ( is becky's birthday!!)
with loads of birthday joy,
BecKy
school domination!!!
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
hey peeps. for thy information. i belong to an elite society. wait... NO NO NO!! we're a species! yup yup. a bunch of totally whacked up esoteric people who feel perverse enjoyment out of the irritation of our fellow peeps and teachers.
ya ya ya.. i'm sure u guys would've figured it out by now.
IT'S THE 4 CEKAP SPECIES!!! woo hoo!!!
a bunch of terrorists who aim to irritate the hell out of our teachers while enjoying a choki-choki in class!!! yeah!!
oh.. and know how i always rave bout the family. well.. here's a picture. raw and original.
nit, me and pee!! wahahaha. nit would like you to believe he's the nicest among all 3 of us. but in this case looks CAN be DECEIVING!!!!
then there are the peeps who pretend to be really sweet and "good" on camera. but in reality. foish! Benedict(left) is a whacko and Jason is the BEASTMASTER!! =P
and then there are the males. Daniel the Economist, Prashanth the Smooth talker, Jia Jun the "i've gt a love problem", Leonard the sweeet and Feisal the newbie.
yupp yupp.. that's 4C.. but that's not all.. haf loads of other pics but sadly. blogspot does NOT want to b my friend rite now. no worries. nxt entry i promise!!! today it's all the sweet and good stuff.. the next one.. wahhahaha.. you'll discover the REAL 4 Cekap!!! wahahahaha..
Track of the entry:
James Morrison - Wonderful World
with much love for 4 Cekap,
BecKy
Much ado about something
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
just a lil sumthin i got from james blog to waste my time and urs!!The requirements:
1. Put your music player on shuffle
2. Press forward for each question
3. Use the song title to answer the question (you can insert the lyrics from the song if you want in addition to the title)
4. DON'T CHEAT
1) How am I feeling today?
John Legend - Stay with you"i will stay wth thru the ups and the downs, when the dark clouds arrive i'll stay by your side"I don't think so...
2) Where will I get married?
The Cranberries - Linger"you know i'm such a fool for youyou;ve got me wrapped around your finger"......speechless.. literally
3) What is my best friend's theme song?
Keith Urban - You'll think of me"Take your memories i don't need 'emYou'll think of me"alaa.. dun la terasa. i'll get u ur chocolate ice-cream in no time!4) What was high school like?
Wang Lee Hom - Hua Tian Cuoi have absolutely no idea what this means!!!but high skool rocks btw.5) What is the best thing about me?
Ratu - Teman tapi Mesra"ku tak mungkin mencintaimukita berteman saja"hmmm... good or bad?? you decide.
6) How is today gonna be?
John Mayer - Your body is a wonderland"one thing left for me to dodiscover me discovering you"hornayy!!! wahahah.. nth much so far! dang.. whoops!
7) What's in store for this week?
Ronan Keating feat Leanne rimes - Last thing on my mind"guess i had it all before my eyesi'm sorry you were the last thing on my mind"maafkan aku!!! sorry!!! i'm forgetful.. but ure still in my mind!! i promise!!8) What song decribes my parents?
Gwen Stefani - Cool" after all that we've been thruI know we're cool"umm.. after all the trouble i've caused, we're still cool RIGHT???
9) How is my life going?
Vertical Horizon - The best i've ever had"but it's not so badyou're just the best i've ever had"Life Rocks Socks!!
10) What song will they play at my funeral?
Jesse McCartney - She's no Youhell yeah!!! the one and only Rebecca Chew!!!
11) How does the world see me?
Sara Overall - The real thing
" i'll be what i wanti'll call you the real thing"aww... i'd like to thank jesus, my mum, family.....12) What do my friends see in me?
The Fray - Over my head"everyone knows i'm in over my head"okay.. soo maybe i'm a LITTLE crazy and a weee bit ambitious sumtimes!!
13) Do people secretly lust about me?
Vertical Horizon - Echo
umm.. i play like a broken record in people's heads?? i ain't complaining!14) How can I make myself happy?
Liz Phair - Why can't i?
why can't i what?? i can do anything. well almost!!!
15) What should I do with my life?
The Fray - oceans awayi should sail oceans away and not make your life hell! sedihnye
16) Will I ever have children?
sheila Majid - aku cinta padamu" aku cinta padamu sungguhmestikah ku ucapi dari mulutku sendiri?"I lOVE KIDS!!!!heck i'll have 20!!!
17) What are some good advice?
All American rejects - Move Along"and even when your hope is gonemove along"umm.. it kinda says it all!
18) What do I think my current theme song is?Hillsong - HallelujahI LOVE JESUS!!!!19) What does everyone else think about my current life?
Mozella - Light years awaylight years away?? alla.. i'm not that outd8ed la20) What type of men do you like?
radja - JujurA-BA-THEN????
21) Will you get married?
James Morrison - you give me somethingHell yeah!!! woot woot!!
22) Where will I live?
The Fugees - Killing me softlyumm.. am i dying anytime soon??
23) What should I do with my love life?
Jesse McCartney feat Anne Hathaway - Don't go breaking my heartdun u dare!!!
24) What will your dying words be?
Paradise Live - Holyi think i'm seeing Jesus!!!25) When I'm having sex i'll say :
John Mayer - love song for no oneumm.. oh-kay!!!26) When I meet a guy/girl for the first time I'll say..
Mariah Carey - We Belong Togetherwahahahha.. a sure way of scaring sum1 away!!!
27) When my parents are angry I'll say..
Saiful - Ku juga mencintaimuwahahahhahaha.. after all ure scolding, i still love you!!! damn zha tou man!!!wahahhaha.. it's been funny. hilarious even. at sum point. lolz. niwayz. sleep beckons. hafta ciao. see ya soon. hopefully with sumthing more interesting to talk bout!! muaxx..with sum pretty funny moments for every song,BecKY