never leave your heart alone
Saturday, July 28, 2007

i'm currently seated at my study table. wearing my LBD from Zara. for no apparent reason whatsoever. i think my brain's gone dry from all that studying. eventhough i only did 2 chapters. i'm got shopping, lunch and dinner planned tomorrow. my trials start on monday. i'm screwed. did i mention i'm in love with The Rocket Summer? no? well, i'm in love with the rocket summer. :D i'm feeling random. like i always do. i had nice dreams last night. weird. but nice. the kind where everything turned out the way i wanted them to. yea. that's how it felt. nice.

Soundtrack: The Rocket Summer - So much love

Becky



and the moral of the story goes.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007

edit: this post was written on Friday, 27th of July. due to my sucky internet connection, it's only posted now. kthxbai

I had fun in school today. quite a LOT of fun. with Wani, James n KC. we were actually reaping the benefits of being a prefect, on this, the last day of our umm prefect-ness. i mean to say the last day of us being prefects but apparently we're still prefects. with no duties. and thus with no fun benefits. crap. and yesterday was an emo day for all of us. there were tears, laugh, emo speeches, fake smiles and the like. anyhoo most of us form 5's and upper sixth formers were kinda floating around today. coz it's our LAST day so it was a "do we do our duties or not?". we went with not! ;)

and so. WE ATE LOTS AND LOTS OF LAMB CHOP! yes ppl. u heard me. WE ATE LOADS OF LAMB CHOPS!!! woo hooo. until the canteen had none left. prefect recess rules la. coz there's no one else around. so it was basically just us. and EVERYONE had a lamb chop. and i feel kinda embarassed admiting this coz c'mon the abang uses the roti canai pan thingy to cook the lamb, which may i remind u is quite a cause for alarm, BUT the lamb chop was GOOD! seriously. it's only 5 bucks and it's super yummy given it was cooked on a roti canai pan thingy. :D it comes with soggy fries, coleslaw, black pepper/mushroom sauce, tomato and 3 cucumbers. :D noticed i said tomato not tomatoes. all they do is put ONE piece of tomato amongst the 3 pieces of cucumbers. clever. heh. but seriously the Lamb Chop is THAT good. i mean given the standards of their fries(soggy), wantan(hard) and assam laksa(omggm man. it's like brown water with asam!) the lamb chop is good. :) hunn, dun even bother with the chicken chop. it ain't worth your time. go buy lamb chop on monday k? :D

lamb chops aside, we "adjourned" to the Bilik Pengawas. damn it. i'm gonna miss that room.it's funny how on thursdays when we have meetings, you HAVE to b one of the first to get in. coz when the rest start pouring in and when everyone's been there for a good 30 mins, and THEN you come in, boy are you in for a surprise. the smell of feet greet with you with sloppy kisses and massive hugs. hell i'm all for sloppy kisses and massive hugs but i'll skip the one from smelly feet. and trust me, it's worse on rainy days. oh the horror! ha ha. as i was saying, we stayed in the Bilik Pengawas and talked, gossiped, emo-ed and "poured our hearts out". gosh i sound soo gay. but i still had FUN!
anyhoo i have pictures. KM who's now Seafield's Penolong Ketua Pengawas, bought Me, Jo, SL, SY and Debs Tony Roma's for dinner. thanks loads again hunn. and it was awesome as usual! anyhoo here goes:


jo looking for something to wear. while singing where are my jeeeaaaannns?

we had sooo much fun at Tony Roma's!



before we ran to the toilet to take pictures! :D

and another one.


and another one. :D


anyhoo i gtg. i've got tonnes to talk bout but i'm SUPPOSED to b studying anyway. so byeee. :D

wait wait wait. HAPPY FUNKY 17TH TO GILLIAN GAN!!! love ya hunn. MUAXX.

Soundtrack: Butterfly Boucher - A Bitter Song

BEcky




stab me baby one more time
Thursday, July 19, 2007

omggm. i was visiting Michelle's and i came across this super cool list that is revealing in a non-revealing kinda way. just how i like them. ;) so i made her "stab" me. bwa ha ha. but it's totally fun. and it helps keep my mind off my intimidating trials which is exactly a week away. whopee. bogus la. lolz. and what with the teachers in school going on and on about how it's the most important exam we'll sit for la dee da. backside. ;) anyhoo. here goes.
INSTRUCTION :

a) Bold the statements that are true to you.
b) Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.
c) Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 3 people to do the same test...

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.

4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse. heh. ;)
10) I’m totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I’m paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi
.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.

23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I’m always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends. bwa ha ha. just kidding. :P
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I don’t hate anyone.
35) I’m a pretty good dancer. boleh tahan kut. ;)
36) I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I’ve rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future. i want 6! then we can have our own "Von Trapp family" choir. whopee. :P
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
46) I’m not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friends’ significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend. this is a totally hard question man. no offense. heh.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career. oops. ;)
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I’m obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.


62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal & dream.
69) I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.


73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I can’t live without black eyeliner.
79) I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I’ve written in.
86) I can’t stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
apparently i have. lolz.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I’m an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.

i wanna stab everyone who's reading this. only coz it's super fun. and fun is something that NEEDS to be shared. eh, tell me if u did this u noe. i wanna see. :D oh oh. i'm in an ad. for my ballet school. in some Media Focus brochure which is prob in your post box right now! go check! :D byeee. muaxx.
Soundtrack: Radio Citizen - The Hop

Becky ;)



three cheers for five hours
Friday, July 13, 2007

starbuck's toilet has really yellow lights! ;)


hey guys. been totally exhausted the past week. seriously. skipped school on Monday. coz i overslept. seriously. which is totally unbecoming of me. i mean i only skip school when i actually plan to. haven't TER-skip skool this whole semester. so i was quite distraught at first. my inner nerd especially. gosh you should've heard her ranting on and on about how she DOESN'T skip school. ok lame. anyhoooo i was telling Tim how i felt cool coz i overslept. and he went all : oh, then i must be super cool, coz i oversleep all the time. wtf? lolz.

tuesday was boring, as are ALL tuesdays. and Wednesday, OMGGM, wednesday! i went out with G n DW. like AHHHH!!! we went to Pyramid where we watched the 2nd HArry Potter show in Pyramid, ice-skated till our calves hurt and ate salad at Tony Romas. :D omggm. i had SOOO much fun. and babi punani. this harry potter movie has got to be THE BEST EVER!! seriously. the cinematograpy was excellent, the soundtrack exquisite and oh oh, daniel radcliffe was absolutely divine. :D ahhhhh. G didn't think it was that great thou. wateva la. i thought it was the BOMB. bwa ha ha. but i hated the fact that :

honestly, if you have the time, go read the book. it is 100% more satisfying. all 700 pages of it. sheer bliss sial. i umm am ashamed to admit, as a pretty much obssesive harry potter fan, that i haven;t read the 6th book. heh. wat to do? my mum forgot to book it the last time. and the 7th's coming out. i feel left out la. :(

thursday was FUN! i repeat FUN! really. not fibbing at all! we had the campaigns for Head Prefect 07/08 and boy was it cool. Preman was as cool as ever, KM was ummm typically KM and one dude ( the last one) answered a question totally wrong, forfeiting all the prefects votes and honestly, a majority of the student body's vote. sorry dear. tough luck. sucker. bwa ha ha. sorry. heh. anyway, after the campaign, RB, XH, KC, James, Tharma n I went over to SJ for their prefect's installation and boy oh boy, was it draggy! seriously. it was super long. they gave us briyani, kurma, acar n packet drinks for break which was super weird. i still love SEafield la. lolz. after break, we went in for sum mingling thingy majingy and they got a few reps from each skool to go up. and OMGGM, they called RB and he pulled me out. babi punani man. lolz. seriously. super memalu-fying. sthin he still owes me big time for. heh heh. eh, i think i have sum sorta superioty complex. damn it. :P

anyhoo... gtg ppl. we took quite a lotta pics in Starbucks the other day. will post them up real soon. byeeeeee. :D

p.s: sorry for being quite potong. tired la. and i'm meeting Jo for breakfast 2moro. yipee! :) and thanks loads Jokeserv. Mayday Parade rocks. :D

Soundtrack:- MayDay Parade - just say you're not into it ( thanks Jokeserv!)

Love,

Becky




regrets i've grown accustomed to
Tuesday, July 10, 2007


it's my blog's birthday today!!! yipeee!!!!
Happy Birthday oh dear beloved Blog

and thanks, you guys, for reading this lame excuse for a blog. lolz.

anyhoooo. i need to rant. so if ur in a rush bt checked to see whether there were any important updates, well, there isn't. so run along now. :D but if u feel like being nice and reading anyway, then umm. awwwwww. heh. :)

something heartbreaking happened today. no i won't say what. just that it was quite heartbreaking. curiousity killed the cat this time la. i digress. screw my shuffle man. i want emo songs and it keeps shuffling to those happy i wanna dance kinda songs. great. even my shuffle is screwed up! as i was saying, curiosity killed the cat. and this cat's died 9 times. i so don't make sense. anyway. i think i gave someone that satisfaction today. you know the kind where it makes you feel good in that "padan muka" kinda way? cue for metaphor:

your old high school's basketball coach won't let you on the varsity team eventhough you attend every practice, cheer at every game and god forbid, use deodorant! and you can't help but feel that "grudge" and start imagining the perfect scenario where you change schools and become your new school's MVP and better yet, trash your previous school's team. ha ha. it hardly happens but this time it did. only thing is I'M the basketball coach. yipee. babi man.

and no i don't like the feeling. apparently it gets better. but it's not. i wish we kinda had an emotional dial which we control. like if you're feeling emo, just turn the dial and you'll b happier faster than you can say "where got emo?". yup yup. oh well. i should just go shoot myself. metaphorically i mean. :D and yes, it's most definitely a regret i've grown TOO accustomed to. but even if i've grown accustomed to it, it still hurts and sucks 100%!

Soundtrack: Lifehouse - Take me away(acoustic)

p.s: i had to look for the song. dumb shuffle.

love,
Becky

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answer the call
Saturday, July 07, 2007


7.07.07!!! damn it i wish i had a cool birthday. i, sadly, will never get to enjoy those "once in a lifetime" birthdays that some ppl who just so happpen to pop out on a nice date will. the newspapers will never ask me whether 7 has proven to b my lucky number. i won't feel the need to number every single car i own, my house, my handphone number and decide how many kids i'm gonna have accodring to a "lucky" number! sigh. the life of a person who doesn't have a cool birthday. bwa ha ha. suckers la. umm. sorry. lolz.

Today's Live Earth day!!! whopeee. i'm pretty excited. it seems as if every time we have a cool date, we have something cool to celebrate! last year, was the controversial release of the remake of The Omen and it was the devil's date n stuff. and there apparently was a prophesy that it'd b the end of the world or some shit like that. so last year's was boring but this year. phwoar. this year we have a super cool event to celebrate. and it's something that all of us can b a part of. so according to it's webbie, Live Earth is kinda like Live8. but this time, they're all about global warming. i mean have you guys noticed how it's super stuffy and hot even at 7 in the morning. not good i tell you. 50 years from now we'll prob b melting our butts off. and the glacial part of mount everest'll prob b a puddle of really cold water. leaving mount kinabalu as the highest mountain in the world. which will cause an explosion in tourist revenue. bwa ha ha. kidding. anyhoo, so we've all got to do our part. and no wearing green doesn't warrant it!

and since we're all teenagers, with no car, and not much money other than our allowances which we can always do with more of, and kerana kita masih dikongkong ibu bapa, all we can really do is umm, walk more often. but then again in malaysian weather, it's like suicide to walk home after school! sooo... you know how most of the times we buy choc in skool? and those limpy fries/wantan from the canteen? well. most of our skools are equipped with recycling bins EVERYWHERE!!! so let's do our part for our delapitating environment, and recycle! everyday!! reduce carbon emission ppl!!!! plant trees! walk! cycle! read becky's blog! heh heh.

a MASSIVE birthday shoutout to Ryui Bynn, Michelle Lee and everyone else who has a cool birthday to remember for the rest of your life. go do something cool, like eat 7 chocolates, take 7 showers or tell 7 random ppl it's your birthday and watch them react. lolz. wait. DON'T TAKE 7 SHOWERS!!! wasting water la. xbaik tau. umm. plant 7 trees la!!!! even IF you don't have a green thumb! lolz. it'll b good for the environment. heh heh. i've got another brilliant idea. Ryui bynn, you shouldn't drive to school for the nxt 7 days. ahhh. pure genius sial. bwa ha ha.


JO's birthday's tomorrow!!!! the girl's turning a super duper SWEEET sixteen. and she's having a slumber party which yours truly can't attend coz mum exercised her parental authority and has banned me from parties till after SPM!! yes yes. start sending in all your sympathy e-mails! that girl rocks laa!!! ha ha. apparently she doesn't noe how to camwhore. liar sial. lolz. and she's turning 16 b4 me. which is soooo not fair. babi la. she's gonna rub it in wan. confirm. say i young kid la. ntah ape la. xpe xpe. i finish high school earlier!!! bwa ha ha. in your face babe. mua ha ha. love you to pieces la. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! and i hope you have loads n loads of fun today n 2moro. :D

i chopped my hair off today. sigh. apparently, cutting 3 inches off doesn't warrant a senior supervisor dude at A cut Above or even 45 bucks for that matter. mum offered to cut it for me. but OMGGM man. and coz the possibility of my hair being totally screwed up is quite up there, i decided NOT to take the risk. so she brought me to "our neighbourhood salon" where she washed her hair, gossiped, sipped chinese tea n got a massage. so NOW i know why i had to cut my hair there. babi.

XH just gave a HUGE list of songs to download and Gosh, they're all freaking good!! as in seriously. they deserve to b shared. coz they're not mainstream. so ppl bile korg ade masa, sila download:

  • OkGo - You're so damn hot
  • Kings of Convenience - I'd rather dance with you
  • Death Cab for Cutie - Lack of color
  • Ash - Renegade Cavalcade
  • Blue October - calling you
  • Varios artisas - Clocks (which you can't find on Ares :( )
  • AFI - Girl's not gray

yes yes. indie music rocks la. :D anyhooo. gtg ppl. i'm gonna wallow in self pity coz i can't make it for jo's party. SIGH. oh and make your live earth pledge ppl. save our earth!! it's the only planet with chocolate anyway. ;) visit http://www.liveearth.org/ for more details. and to watch all the live earth concerts live if you can't catch them on tv. k then. byeeee. muaxx.

Soundtrack: Amos Lee - Colors

mucho sayang,

BecKy




Liberation's not just for the needy
Tuesday, July 03, 2007

i've only just begun to understand that liberation is not a right. it's a privellege. one that most of us take advantage of. not the "suppressed, human rights" type. but more the jump around with not a care in the world and no teenage emo angst type. which unfortunately has for the past few months, been almost impossible for me to achieve. damn it. i miss that liberation. which prob explains the pic of the girl jumping. she seems happy. but you can't actually see her face. so perhaps she was crying but at the same time posing for the pic. you know, that act that most of us have perfected? the one where your heart is at the pit of your belly but you face is grinning like some cheshire cat.
i had an argument with joel the other day. it was bout emo-ness. in my opinion, we should just suck up all that emo-ness, cry alone at home and smile and not burden other ppl with ur emo-ness. eventhou i contradict myself quite frequently. but joel thinks doing that would mean i'd be living somewhat a lie. that i should show the person i'm emo-ing about that i'm emo. but then again wouldn't that somehow give the person some kinda satisfaction? the ha ha now your'e the emo one kind of satisfaction. and sorry joel, but my ego just won't permit it. i need to deflate my ego now. before it backfires another time. wait. it already did.
Soundtrack: Michael Buble - It had to be you
Becky

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Monday, July 02, 2007

i've not done adorable-waste-your-time thingies in a long long time. and i've found one, on friendster, which is definitely waste-your-time-esque. lolz.
apparently i'm not allowed to answer the first few questions but by yes or no. but i'm gonna add a dunno in. hah suckers. :P oh and i'm not s'pposed to explain my answers unless asked. ;)

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
A: nope.

Q: Been arrested?
A: nope. DUH. do i look like sum bloody juvenile delinquent ar?

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: nope.

Q: You like someone?
A: dunno.

Q: Held a snake?
A: nope. i'd prob die of a panic attack.

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: nope. almost did. :D

Q: Been fired from a job?
A: nope.

Q: Sang karaoke?
A: yup.

Q: Done something you told yourself
you wouldn't?
A: yup.

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: yup.

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: nope. :(

Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: nope

Q: Sang in the shower?
A: yup.

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: .yup

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all
your clothes on?
A: yup.

Q: Broken a bone?
A: nope.

Q: Shaved your head?
A: nope. but i want to la.

Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: yup.

Q: Had/have a gym membership?
A: nope. (refer to the pic way below)

Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: dunno

Q: Shot a gun?
A: nope

Q: Donated Blood?
A: nope

Q: Had your heart broken?
A: dunno.

Q: Broken someone's heart?
A: dunno.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


"Who was your last?"
just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with?
Lim Dao Wei.

3. You were in a car with?
Dao Wei.

4. Went to the movies with?
umm. ZhiLi, Alfred:), Jeff n Darryl i think.

5. Went to the mall with?
mum. and met G n her mum there. :D


6. You talked on the phone?
Dao Wei. omggm man.

7. Made you laugh?
my mum. i think.


8. You hugged?
my little cousin, josh.

10. You cried with?
don't remember.



WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
tongue. :P

2. Be serious or be funny?

funny.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
whole!

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
die in a fire. coz apparently the carbon monoxide puts you in a slumber and u just kinda die. so no pain! yipee!


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
winter. coz winter means christmas. :)

3. Left or right?
right

4. Sunny or rainy?
windy. ;)

6. Where do you live?
19, Jalan USJ X/4 :D come stalk me la.

7. Favorite Song?
anything jazzy man. lolz.


8. Do you want to get married?
yes yes yes.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
twirl la. how to cut?


13. Do You Cook?
yes. :D maggi mee.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
nope

2. Sang?
yup

3. Been hugged?
yup

5. Danced Crazy?
yup.

6. Cried?
almost.

7. Liked someone you can't have?
unfortunately, yes.



so yes. that's my super boring adorable-waste-your-time thingie. :D OMGGM ppl. i gt 6th placing for Jogathon. wooo hooo. and Jo gt 5th and Su Ling gt 2nd and Kar Mern gt 3rd. cool leh. lolz. anyhooooo. i got this picture from Post Secret. which has the most awesome, sad and awwww secrets ever. lolz. anyhooooo. bye ppl. :)



hell yeah.

Soundtrack - Michael Buble - Dream a little dream of me

BecKy

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The Girl


Becky(noun)-
chick.quirky.narcissitic.
optimistic.
chocoholic.shopaholic.
16 going on 17
12/11/91
class of 2007.Christian
camwhore. motormouth.
loud.bitchy.nice.
don't you wish
you were me?
;)

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